Fate's Dark Side Chapter 91

"I can't risk it. No one can understand what I went through in the cell. When I lost my baby. That is the only reason I kept pushing. I went from Luna to pack whore. Even if I didn't want to, my husband required it of me as entertainment. I can't just get up and forget that ever happened to me. I can't. Believe me, I have tried." She said, tears streaming down her face.

"I had it all. Land, money and power, and that bastard took it all and left me with nothing. He gave me to the northern soldiers as if I was nothing. To him, I meant absolutely nothing. Everything my father left me is in his possession. I have never had to be at anyone's mercy, but here I am. I own nothing," She said and wiped her tears.

"I offered Theodore a friends-with-benefits relationship because I do not want to get burned again," She said, crying.

"I do not want to get hurt. I do not want to live in fear and cry myself to sleep. If Theodore hurts me, I won't recover. So I can't risk it," She said, and I went to console her; Avery did the same.

"I understand your fears. We all have it, but love takes bravery and hope. We have to hope history doesn't repeat itself, we have to be brave to walk away when it does, but if we do not try and keep trying, we will be the biggest losers." I told her.

"Every day I am with Sylvester, I am afraid his fated will show up, and I will find myself in the same fucked up situation I was in. Yet I cherish every moment as they come because I know if I run away and close myself up, I will never heal from the pain of the past, and I will live with regrets." I said and lifted her hand.

"We all share the same fear, but how we choose to deal with it will make a difference. That guy likes you a lot. He has been patient and taken it slow. Do not hurt him. He isn't Kyle and will never be Kyle." I said, and she hugged me and sobbed.

"The possibilities of them meeting their fated are very slim. The truth is we were just unfortunate. In the entire east, only two alphas married their fated. The rest are with their chosen, and some of them grew old with their chosen. Even among the pack members, very few of them have met their fated. There are some packs where there isn't anyone with their fated. Meeting fated mates is a bit difficult in our world, but then some people like us become victims. You can't decide to not live your life because of that," Avery told her.

"Do not let him take Lilly to that dinner party. You know we will be staying the night at the mansion. She has lost her chance with Sylvester; she can never have a chance with Marcel; Theodore is the next best option. If she sinks her teeth in him, that will be it, and you will be filled with regrets," I warned her, and she looked at me.

"You should listen to Tamia, Linda. If Lilly gets in, she won't be getting out." Avery warned her, and Linda wiped away her tears.

"I will return to his room," She said, and I widened my eyes at her bold move.

"I think you should talk to him about it first," I said, and she shook her head.

"I think I should act. He won't kick me out," She said, and I realised she really liked the guy, but she was too afraid to let herself show it.

We discussed our outfits for the event, and Linda was a bit more relaxed. I requested that they help me with the impromptu dinner Sylvester had asked me to organise. They were elated, and slowly it dawned on me that this was really happening. I was going to be the luna.