Loving My Boyfriend's Best Friend Chapter 51

I sniffed, nodding my head. He took me to the guest room.

"Call me if you need anything." Shawn reminds me again and leaves.

I sat on the bed, my mind still drifting to that incident. I check my phone and saw a lot of missed calls from Harry. What does he want? A text pops into my phone from him

From Harry: Please El, I know you think have wronged you. Please let's talk. Just give me this chance. It's not what you think. It's a misunderstanding.

The text made me feel much more irritated. It's not what I think? I shook my head, taking my mind off him. I stripped off my clothes and went into the bathroom.

Shawn's Pov

I open the guest room silently, hoping not to get her attention. I wanted to see how she was doing; maybe getting over it. I heard the water spilling over in the bathroom. Oh, she was already having a bathe. I looked through the curtains, unable to control my urge of seeing her naked. My whole body reacted to this view I had beheld. She was....breathe taking and all I can think about is having her to myself. I left the room immediately I saw her stop the shower. I was surely not letting her slip from me this time. She will be mine.

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Harry's pov

I try my best to control my anger at the moment but the thought of me fucking up makes me break things in my room. She wasn't replying to any of my text and that me more unsettled. That shouldn't have happened today, especially not with Ryn. I would never even think of cheating on El. NEVER. If only she knew I was intoxicated. This was Ryn's plan. Why couldn't she just see the truth in my eyes. If only she knew how much I wanted to run after and tell her all that really happened. She would have believed me. I'm no longer that kind of person she would be thinking I am now. I just wish she's save. Oh El, how I wish you were here with me.

I decided to give Harry a second chance after thinking deeply about it during the night. I just want to hear what he has to say and know the way forward. Regardless of him hurting me, I still feel left alone and empty without his presence. I need him. The more I think about it, the incident I mean, everything about that night just felt weird. Why would Harry even intend on hurting me? We know and love each other so much. I just don't understand the whole picture. Something doesn't feel right? Could it be Ryn was only forcing herself on him? He looked intoxicated. NO, I'm just saying all this because my heart still yearns for him. He broke my trust.

I pack my hair into a bun after staring deeply into the mirror, full of thoughts. I applied less make-up. I just didn't want it to look obvious I cried all through the night. I was wearing a black strapless dress which was for Chloe. She didn't have much in here and I wasn't intending to seduce Harry with this dress. It was really short though. I got out of the room, seeing Shawn had already made breakfast but I was in no mood to eat.

"Hey, good morning." Shawn said, dishing the food on the table.

"Good morning but Shawn you shouldn't have done all these, really." He reminded me of old times. Most especially when we get into a fight or something, he always made sure he did something to please me the next day. So sweet of him but I wasn't in for this at the moment and I shouldn't even be here, especially with my ex. I'm still a married woman.

"Elena, it's really no big deal." He says with a smile, gesturing for me to come sit down.

"Shawn, I promise I'll eat when I get back. I have somethings I want to take care of." I didn't want to tell him I was going to see Harry after everything. He might say I wasn't thinking straight.

He sighs "You mean Harry, right? You don't have to hide it from me. After all, we're friends."

"Shawn, I just feel I need to listen to him at least."

"You're doing the right thing, Elena." He encouraged me. It only made me wonder how Shawn could become so reserved and calm during the past few months. He's a change person and I really like who he has become.

I left the house and boarded a taxi to Harry's place. I was making the right decision.

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"Hello, Ryn. Yes, she's on her way to his place. Get there before her and do what you need to do." I would do anything to get you back Elena and this time, you would leave him completely.

I got down from the taxi, entering into Harry's mansion. The security guard was happy to see me. I knew he had a lot of question to ask because of my absense. So did I too.

"Is he...." I had to be sure if he was home but I got interrupted by the security guard.

"He's not doing well, ma'am."

That word alone made me feel I did the wrong thing by leaving him. I took on my heels as fast as I could. I would never forgive myself if anything happens to him. NEVER.

I opened the door, searching for Harry and I sighted him right there on the couch, Ryn hovering over him. I'm so stupid. I turned by back against them, wishing these was all a dream. This can't be happening.

"Get off me." I hear him growl. I just don't know what to believe anymore. I felt like running away, far away from here. I just really couldn't stand the pain.