Loving My Boyfriend's Best Friend Chapter 52

"Elena, please it's not what you think. Believe me." He moves closer to me, his hands over my shoulders. I rejected his touch. I don't want to feel any thing for him.

"Ryn, say something! You know it isn't true. We did nothing." Harry asks for an answer.

"Harry, why pretend? I know we were drunk last night and we had sex but today....harry, you called me over."

I didn't want to hear any more words. That was enough. Just what I wanted to hear.

"I'm filling for a divorce. And nothing can change my mind. It's over between us, Harry." Tears streams down my face as those unbelievable words came out.

"El....please don't leave me. Please!!!!" He ran after me but I pushed him away and left the house, without turning my back. I don't want to have second thoughts about this. I should have known all along that I was just a fling to him.

Getting out of the house speedily, I saw Shawn leaning against his car. Just when I needed him. I didn't bother asking him questions. I just want to be out of here. It was suffocating.

"Elena, how did it go?" Shawn asks,

"I was worried about you."

I wrapped my arms around him, sobbing.

"You were right, Shawn." I tighten my arms around him.

"About what?" He acts oblivious to the whole scenerio.

"Can we just leave here?" I tell him just as I saw Harry come out.

Shawn gives him a wicked grin I didn't seem to notice.

"Elena, please don't go with him. He's going to hurt you."

"Oh, really now." I move closer to Shawn, kissing him full. He was a little surprised I would do that but still he kisses me back.

"Hope that hurts." And we were out.

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There was tension between Shawn and I when we got into the house. I was a little surprised that he kissed me back. I just wanted to make it clear to him that it meant nothing.

"Shawn, about the kiss..."

"I know El, It can never work out between us. Besides, I know you still love him. You don't need to deny it." Shawn says, a little hurt.

"I was stupid to love him, Shawn. I'm getting divorced."

"What next?" He moves closer to me, wanting to kiss me.

"Shawn, I can't. I'm sorry." I rush into my room, avoiding the feeling rushing inside of me. I shouldn't be doing that...

I lit up a cigarette I saw laying on the table. It was probably Shawn's. I just wanted a little drag. I was getting sick of everything. I didn't want to care if it was harmful to me. I was dead anyways. I threw my inhaler out of the window, smoking the cigarette. I didn't care. I was obviously committing suicide .

Driven a little out of my unconscious state in the hospital, I could hear voices; angry, sad, regret. I couldn't understand what was going on. It only made me have a bad headache but my mom's voice was the loudest. I couldn't forget that voice.

"This is all because of him!" My mom's said in an angry tone.

"I should have known that was why she was avoiding my calls! She just couldn't face me, Malcom. She's fighting for life right now and it's all his fault. I should have never agreed to this union." Malcom comforts her. Harry on the other hand, just sat there. Didn't move, couldn't say word. He was hurt no one believed him or would even stand to hear him out. He was the bad guy here.

Shawn stood against the wall, watching the whole scenario. It was fun for him. It was all going according to plan expect the part where he never thought Elena would ever think of taking her own life. It hurt him deep to think of how much She had been affected by him. She still loves him. Harry glares at him, irritated by his presence. He couldn't do anything especially when he's seen as the angel for saving her life. Hewill forever owe him for that but still Harry doesn't want to think about it because he feels he's taking advantage of the whole situation. The whole incident still felt like a dream. Could it be this was Shawn's revenge for betraying him, he thought. Why would he still be here if Elena meant nothing to him? He planned all this, Harry finally concluded. He knew there was no way to spilt us if we didn't hate each other so he can have her back. You've got to be kidding me.

Harry stood up, his fists clenched together.

"This was all your plan, Shawn. You think I would never find out?"

"I don't know what you're taking about." Shawn denies, surprised by his behavior.

"Stop lying!" He punches him the face, making Shawn lose his balance.

"You planned all this! You spilled something in my drink that night and made it look like I had something with Ryn. Just admit it! Admit!" He threw a punch but this time Shawn caught his hands.

"I would never hurt Elena."

Harry scoffs, "Oh, But you still love her right?"

Shawn remained silent and that justified Harry's point.

"She's still my wife. SHE'S MINE." Harry says authoritatively.

"Not anymore. She doesn't want you anymore. She's done with you."

"She didn't mean it." Harry said, fear escaping his lips. He would never recover from this heart break if Elena ever did.

"I meant it, Harry." A voice came from behind. Harry wished it wasn't who he thought it was.

"I'm done, Harry. I can't take it anymore." Elena says, still hurt.

"El, please....don't say this. Let's put it all behind and start afresh. We promised each other that we will never be apart no matter what happens. You're breaking it." He held her hands like it was the last time he was ever going to touch her.

"This different, Harry. You broke my trust."