Bonded to My Ex's Alpha Brother Chapter 239

Erin's POV

Derek stared at me with that mischievous smirk playing on his lips, waiting for my answer. I swallowed hard and nodded, deciding in that moment that I wasn't going to let my nervousness take control. Instead, I would take charge.

With a boldness I didn't know I possessed, I pushed him back onto the mattress and straddled his legs. His expression shifted from confidence to surprise—he'd momentarily forgotten that though I was an Omega, I was still a werewolf with strength of my own.

My gaze traveled from his face down to his chiseled torso. I traced my fingers over his firm abs, marveling at how his muscles tensed beneath my touch. Leaning down, I pressed my lips against his broad chest and began a trail of kisses, slowly working my way downward.

Derek's low groans encouraged me as my lips traveled across his skin. His breathing quickened when I moved lower, my mouth leaving a warm path down his stomach.

As I approached his navel, his hand suddenly caught the nape of my neck, pulling me back up to face him. Before I could register his movement, his lips crashed against mine in a rough, hungry kiss that I returned with equal passion. I could feel his hardness pressing against me through his pants, and I moaned into his mouth at the sudden ache to be filled by him.

Yet I realized in that moment why Derek had been so reluctant all this time—he was protecting me. I recalled how many times he had denied himself, had kept us from being together completely. Today, I just wanted to thank this man who had restrained his instincts out of love for me.

When I broke the kiss to catch my breath, Derek's eyes were still that intense gold as he asked, "Are you sure you want to continue, Erin?" I smiled at him and nodded, bringing our lips together again.

"Damn!" he groaned against my mouth. "Why are you so sexy, sweetheart? Do you know how hard it's been for me to restrain myself?" His hand came down on my backside with a playful slap before his palm soothed over my skin. I couldn't help the small moan that escaped me.

I moved my hands lower, my fingers finding the waistband of his pants. With his help, I removed them along with his underwear. His erection sprang free, and I drew in a shaky breath, biting my lower lip as I looked at Derek.

His wolf eyes watched mine intensely as I slowly grasped his length that stood proudly before me. I moved my hand up and down in circular motions, watching his reaction carefully.

Derek let out a deep groan and closed his eyes. Seeing his response gave me confidence, encouraging me to move my hand faster.

Propping himself up on his elbows, he looked at me with eyes that blazed with desire. "Take it in your mouth, good girl," he commanded.

I nodded, lowering my head to press my lips against his hardness. I ran my tongue over the tip before licking him repeatedly.

"Mmm—" Derek moaned, his wolf rumbling with satisfaction.

He grabbed the back of my neck and pushed his entire length into my mouth, then began moving my head by grasping my hair. I complied, watching his face contort with pleasure. "Look at me, Erin," he instructed.

His size was too much, reaching the back of my throat, nearly making me gag, but I adjusted and accommodated him. I began sucking harder.

"Erin, you're amazing," Derek groaned happily. As he pressed my head down onto his hardness, Derek let out a loud moan, releasing into my mouth.

I felt the sperm in my throat, my eyes still on him, pleased with his reaction. My inner wolf felt proud to have satisfied her mate.

The hand gripping my hair loosened, then tightened again as he commanded, "Swallow it."

I licked around his length, cleaning him thoroughly, moving my head with swollen lips. He could see tears in my eyes, but they were from the physical reaction, not from pain.

Exhausted, I returned to his chest, resting my head against it and embracing him before closing my eyes.

"You did so well, baby," Derek said, kissing the top of my head, his wolf purring contentedly.

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Just as fatigue was about to pull me into sleep, Derek's body shifted me, pressing my back against the mattress as he began unbuttoning the shirt I was wearing.

I gasped in surprise. Derek winked at me and said, "My turn."

He didn't wait to undo all the buttons before ripping the shirt open. I was wearing a pink lace bra that looked especially inviting in the moonlight.

Derek clenched his jaw and muttered, "You're too tempting. I'm afraid my wolf will take over completely soon. But I know we would never hurt you." After he spoke, he removed my bra, leaving me naked on the bed.

As his wolf eyes roamed over my body, I felt both shy and excited. He forcefully sucked one of my breasts while his hand played with the other. Slowly, his other hand moved down to my center.

When his thumb began rubbing my clit, I threw my head back in pleasure. After kneading and sucking both breasts, his mouth traveled down to my entrance.

I tried to close my legs, but he used his hands to part them. I immediately grabbed his shoulders to stop him, but when his lips touched my clit, I moaned loudly, "Ahhh!"

He began moving his tongue, giving me pleasure I had never experienced before. Slowly, he pushed one finger inside me while continuing to lick.

My lips parted, and I rolled my eyes back, curling my toes on the bed. My eyes rolled back, and I began moving my hips. "No, no, Derek, stop, I-I can't take it," I stammered.

My entire body shook as if on fire—a fire of pleasure. His tongue and fingers worked skillfully on my core, driving me completely wild. I became the most feral wolf, moving my entire body, trying to push his head away from my core because it was too much for me, my wolf nearly fully manifesting.

Derek's wolf eyes watched me as he smirked, enjoying my taste. Knowing he wouldn't fully enter me, he was giving me pleasure with his tongue and fingers. He pushed in another finger and began pumping roughly.

"St-stop, I'm-I'm coming," I begged. The pleasure was making me delirious. I wanted to keep feeling it, but it was also nearly unbearable.

The adrenaline rush I felt made my mind go blank.

When I felt my climax approaching, I hissed, biting my lower lip, almost stopping breathing. "Ahhhh!" I moaned loudly as I released into his mouth.

It was as if the world around me stopped, and I felt all strength leave my body. I closed my eyes, my body trembling, letting it crash against his mouth again and again.

Derek moved his head away, the smirk never leaving his lips, kissing my waist as he moved up to my head. When I realized he was near my face, I immediately wrapped my arms around his neck, hugging him.

"I'm sorry, Derek," I apologized, tears beginning to fall from my eyes. "For me, you're holding back. I know your wolf craves to fully possess me, but I can't give myself completely to you."

He broke the embrace, wiped my cheeks, and kissed my forehead with a gentle tone, "Love and instinct aren't the same thing. I'm not a mate who only wants your body. Rather, I love your soul. As long as you're with me, nothing else matters."