Alpha Cameron's Vengeful Mate Chapter 29

While I’m enjoying the cold water running over my body, I start to feel hands that aren’t mine running up and down my arms and every now and then my sides. The feeling is wonderful as sparks explode everywhere he touches and my pain goes to a more bearable level. A low moan leaves my lips as his hands explore my body and we both stiffen. It’s as though we both realized what is happening at the same time. Slowly I open my eyes and see him staring right into mine and he is breathing almost as heavily as I am. I need to get out of here but if I leave, the pain will come back full force and I can’t deal with that. So, what do I do?

“I think I should leave. I don’t want your whore to find out and come after me even after I leave tomorrow.” I pull away from him and a scream erupts from my lips at the loss of his touch.

“Quit being so stubborn! You know that I am the only one that can help you right now.” he says sounding aggravated.

“Do you think that I’d really let you have sex with me just to relieve myself, so you can throw me away like garbage tomorrow? My first time will be given to someone worthy of taking it and not to someone that treats me like shit!” I shout at him. He looked a bit hurt but then quickly masked it with his normal blank face.

“I wasn’t suggesting having sex with you, but there are other ways to help you get through it if you’re interested. Since you’re so eager to leave, go ahead and go back to your own room. I’m not the one in pain.” He smirks and before I know it my hand rears back and I slap him across the face.

A loud growl comes from him and he grabs me and pins me against the wall. My back hurts from the impact but the pain of my heat is still worse so it doesn’t register as much. He stares at me with those gorgeous eyes and I can see the war between hurting me for hitting him and not harming his mate playing out in his eyes. His human half wants to hurt me, but his wolf is having an issue with harming me. A part of me wants to apologize but the stubborn and prideful part of me won’t allow that to happen.

“If you ever raise your hand to me again, I will break it off and feed it to you. Do you understand me?” he growls while still holding me against the wall by my neck.

“Yes.” I manage to gasp out and he lets me go.

Leaning against the wall, I don’t know what to do anymore. Should I leave and go back to my room or stay here until he says something. “Oh, this is ridiculous. I don’t need his permission to leave.” I say to myself and move to step out of the shower.

“Where are you going?” he asks me.

“I’m leaving. This is stupid. I mean so what if others come after me, it isn’t like you want me anyway, and at some point, it will happen.” I say to him before exiting the shower and grabbing a towel to wrap around myself when waves of pain wrack my body again and I fall to the floor.

Tears are now streaming down my face and I can’t make them stop. The last thing I want is for him to see me this vulnerable. There has to be something that the pack doctor can do to make my heat stop. I’ve personally never heard of anything like that but it wouldn’t hurt to ask, right?

“Is there something your doctor has that could stop my heat?” I ask him moaning and groaning in pain.

“No. You either have to have sex with your mate or just go through it, but there is something that may help.” he says.

“I’ll try anything at this point just make it stop.” I’m screaming and crying so much that I don’t even register him lifting me off the floor and carrying me to his king-sized bed.

He lays me down on the bed and goes back into the bathroom for a minute before returning. He has on some different pajama pants now and he climbs into bed next to me. The scent from his sheets and pillow makes me curl up into a ball and my wolf starts to purr inside my head. The pain slowly gets better as he wraps an arm around me and I turn towards him burying my head in his chest. I snuggle as close as I can to him not caring that I’m practically naked in bed with him.

“Close your eyes and try to sleep.” he says sounding very exhausted all of a sudden.

“I can’t. I’m still in pain though it is bearable now.” I get even closer wrapping a leg around him and with strength I didn’t know I had, I pushed him onto his back and start to rub my body against his.

The towel is loose and around my hips now as I'm straddled above him. My mind is hazy as I grind my core against his huge bulge building friction as I go faster. Moans escape my lips and I know he is saying something but I don’t know what and I feel my lips moving but have no idea what I said back to him. The next thing I know I’m on my back and he is between my thighs looking down at me breathing heavily. I want him but at the same time I don’t want him. “He is my mate, so maybe I can give him my first time and still leave in the morning. We’ll never see each other again. Better to give it to him than to some random person that may just lie to me to sleep with me. AT least with Cameron I know up front what the deal is and can’t be disappointed later about him not wanting me.” I rationalize with myself.