Mine to Protect Chapter 129: GIVING MY WHOLE

*Hazel*

I don’t reply with words, I prefer to show him my answer, so I climb up his body, until I am in his lap, then I direct his hardness to my entrance, and slide down on it slowly, making Derek groan in ecstasy.

When he’s fully in, he gives me some time to get used to his size, and then starts thrusting his hips up, making me feel giddy with pleasure.

I meet his thrusts bumping on his length in rhythm, the sound of skin slapping against skin and our moans increasing in volume, a familiar symphony I thought I wouldn’t hear anymore.

“I want more, I want to be buried deep inside you,” Derek half growls, pushing me on my back, and kneeling between my legs, he then cups my bottom with his hands and lifts my center up, my feet barely touching the mattress.

“Spread those legs for me, kitten,” he orders, still more animal like.

And I do just as I am told, spreading my thighs wide for him, granting him all the access he needs, and he doesn’t waste any time, he rams into me painfully hard and deep, and starts fucking me roughly, making me cry out in pleasure and pain.

I call his name over and over, until my throat is sore and dry, at the same time, his grunts and growls echo in the room, and he speeds up incredibly fast, so fast that I give up keeping up, I let myself get lost in the bliss and come with a loud scream of ecstasy. Derek thrusts in again deeper than ever, and then comes too with an incredibly loud growl, that I swear must have woken up the entire packhouse. So much for me being the loud one.

He puts me back down on the mattress, and then lies beside me, breathing hard, but with a silly smile on his face.

“I forgot how good it feels to fuck you,” he says between breaths.

Instead of replying, I kiss him hard, and then we just lie side by side, gazing into each other’s eyes, until we slowly drift off to sleep.

The next morning, I wake up to an empty bed, Derek must have got up to handle his work, he could have woken me, we have so many things to do. Although I don’t really know how to act around him after what happened yesterday; we had sex, incredible sex, but we haven’t really sorted things out between us.

We ate the cake without paying the bill, and now I don’t know if we have enough money to pay.

After yesterday I can’t deny anymore that I still love him, it’s not just physical attraction, we are connected more deeply than that. But what if he thinks that I am easy because I slept with him, when I repeatedly said that I wouldn’t? I said that I wasn’t ready, and then I jumped on his cock the first chance I got. Doesn’t this make me a hypocrite and a slutty person?

Just when I am having this internal monologue, Derek opens the door and shuts it behind him. He’s wearing shorts and a T-shirt, and he’s all sweaty, so I imagine he’s gone training or working out.

“Hey,” I say, a little embarrassed, but Derek doesn’t answer, his eyes are glowing blue, and he stalks toward me like I am his prey. With one fluid movement he sends the bed sheet flying to the floor, uncovering my nakedness.

I stay there frozen, not sure what to do.

“Fucking you once wasn’t nearly enough; I have woken up with this erection, and no number of cold showers or running can make it go down, so now you have to take responsibility for what you have done to me,” he says, pointing to his crotch.

And he’s not kidding, I can see clearly the tent in his shorts, and I wonder how he’s gone around the packhouse and training grounds like that!

A laugh escapes me at the thought, making him frown.

“Do you find this funny?” he asks, arching an eyebrow.

“Well, it is a little amusing, you going around like that. But you are right, it is my responsibility to help you solve this little problem,” I say, licking my lips. So much for not acting slutty, but it’s not my fault, the sight of his hard dick is making me horny as hell, I blame it on the mate bond!

I climb off the bed, and sway my hips sexily on purpose, then push him onto the bed, making him sit down, his weight resting on his elbows. He’s watching me in trepidation, and I decide to play a little with him, before giving him what he wants.

I slide his shorts and boxers down, freeing his huge hard cock from his restraints, then I massage it with my hand slowly in circular motions, licking with my tongue the bids of precum that are leaking from its tip.

“You taste delicious,” I moan, licking my lips again.

Then I lick his length from his hilt to its tip multiple times, until it is wet enough, just to my liking, and I keep pumping it in my hand, while I suck his balls in my mouth, earning a low growl from him.

“Do you like it?” I ask him, trying to sound sexy.

Derek bends down towards me, and grabs me by my hair, not in a painful way; his mouth reaches my ear, while his other hand strokes my pussy, making me moan.

“I want you to take my cock into those sweet lips of yours, and suck it until you drink every last drop,” he growls again, making me shiver. I don’t know why I like him when he’s so bossy and dominant, maybe I like a man who can make me submit.

He taps my pussy hard with his hand, sending more pleasure through me, and then he rests back again on his elbows on the bed, watching me intently, waiting for me to follow his orders.

I don’t disappoint him, I start sucking him hard, sucking my cheeks in, to heighten his pleasure, and I don’t stop, even when his thrusts make me gag, and I feel like I can’t breathe. Strangely his rough behavior excites me, making me more aroused than ever, so much that I am dripping wet, my things all coated with my juices.

When he comes into my mouth, with a loud sigh of pleasure, I swallow it all happily, I like the taste of him, and I adore seeing him completely lost in his release.

Yesterday, I still wasn’t sure I could forget and forgive all the bad memories, and today I am already giving my whole to him again. His closeness and repentant attitude, the knowledge that our lives could end soon, have given me the clarity I needed, the strength to offer my heart to him again, hoping that this time he will handle it with care.

Against all my efforts, Derek’s erection still doesn’t go down, making me feel a little bad for him, and making me wonder what levels of libido Alphas normally have.

We end up having sex all day, never leaving the secure walls of our room, we would sleep when we are tired, and have some food brought to our room when we are hungry.

But even like this, I still feel like we haven’t set things straight between us, so the next day, I decide to make a surprise for Derek. After he’s gone out for a meeting, I prepare some food to go, and place it in a bag, then I tell Alice that I am setting up a date for Derek and I, I tell her to pass it on to Derek, so that he can find me in our spot, when he comes back. Then I gather my clothes in the bag with the food, turn into my wolf, and run towards the spot where he once proposed to me, the spot where we shared some of our best memories.

It takes me two hours to find the spot, not being very good at remembering routes, and being the place quite difficult to find. But when I get there, I can’t help feeling excited, the place is exactly as it was last time, mesmerizing and incredible!

The perfect place for my proposal.