The Lycan King and His Mysterious Luna Chapter 110

“Nobody made me cry Alex. I was crying because the machines started going crazy and you flatlined and then everyone started fussing about who should take over. All of that only made me think even more that there was a possibility that you wouldn’t wake up and that broke my heart. I can’t live without you.” A few more tears slipped down my face, but I quickly wiped them away.

“You don’t have to worry about losing me anytime soon or ever if I can help it Freya. It took me a while to come back to you, but I could hear every word you and others said to me. The experience felt weird. I would sometimes find myself answering or responding to something you would say but then remember that you can’t hear or see me. Me and my other self-had a lot to work out and forgive each other, so when you tried to dream walk with me, the Goddess blocked it from happening. She said that before I could communicate with anyone else, I had to fix myself first.”

“I’m glad you’re awake and can’t wait for you to be fully healed and back home.” I stand up and hug him gently so that I don’t hurt him.

“I can’t wait for that to happen also. There are some things that I’ve been missing out on with my mate.” He smirks at me, and I playfully hit his arm.

“You would wake up from being in a coma and have that on your mind first. Calm down mister because there will be none of that until you have clearance from the doctor. Besides, there are more pressing concerns to deal with like rebuilding and more importantly putting the people back at ease. The kingdom needs to know that their king is alive and well and capable of running this kingdom. Some are starting to doubt the trust they put in you to be different from some of the past kings.”

“She’s right your majesty. There’s been some talk about you turning into the others once you realized you have Goddess or should I say God powers. People are scared after what happened and need to be reassured that you are fine and that what happened wasn’t some show of power or that you’d gone mad for a moment.” says David.

“I need to know what all did I do or the other me should I say. We need to deal with the families of those who were killed whether by me or in spite of me through the battle. Then, I need to give a public apology to hopefully not lose those that are still standing with me and convince those whose support I’ve lost. Actually, I should apologize first.” He rubs his temples, and I can feel through our bond that he is in pain.

“Honey, I think that you should rest. There is time to handle all of this later, but you just woke up and shouldn’t push yourself. Ethan, can you get the doctor and let him know that Alex is awake. I’m sure he’ll want to check him out.” Ethan nods and walks out of the room to get the doctor. “Everyone else, I really appreciate you being here, but I need him to rest right now. You can all come back tomorrow and maybe not in a big group.” I say to them just as the doctor walks into the room.

“Your majesty, I’m so glad that you are awake. Let me just check your vitals and I’ll give you something for the pain and to help you relax.” said the doctor.

The doctor checked him out and asked a ton of questions, but I wasn’t paying attention. I probably should have been paying attention, but I wasn’t because I was too busy trying to come to terms with the fact that he was awake. When the doctor finished, he told us that someone would be in with some food for Alex and that he should go to sleep after. We thanked the doctor and sat in silence after he left. It felt awkward for some strange reason. You’d think after all the time we’ve been apart that we’d have tons to say, but neither of us said anything for a while.

A nurse came in and brought him a tray of beef broth since the doctor wanted him to start off with liquids. This of course pissed him off because he wanted meat and potatoes which is too heavy for him to eat right now. He calmed down eventually and just ate the broth. I could only smile and shake my head at how he spent all this time in a coma and woke up just as stubborn as ever. When he’d finished eating, I took his tray and moved it to the counter and sat back down in the chair next to the bed.

“You should get some sleep now.” I say to him.

“I’m not ready to go to sleep. I haven’t been able to see your face for months, or hold you, or hear your voice. This whole situation was an absolute nightmare for me.” he said.

“It wasn’t a picnic for any of us baby. The weirdest feeling was to talk to you knowing that it wasn’t really you.” I said.

“That’s just it though, he was or should I say is me. Because of that man, I ended up with split personalities due to repressing the memory of what happened. During my time in the coma, I spent the time learning or remembering everything that happened leading up to me no longer remembering anything. We came to an understanding that I never meant to suppress that side of me, but it was done to keep me sane. Had I not suppressed that part then what kind of king would I have been? I may not have been king at all and ended up going feral due to the insanity those memories would have caused me. I’ve tortured plenty of rogues and criminals that attacked us to get information but never have I done anything that cruel. In the end, we forgave each other for the trouble we caused and fused back together. That’s the only way I can describe it really. We are one again. In the beginning it was not easy because we’re both stubborn and didn’t want to hear what the other had to say. Like I said, the encounter was weird, but I’m glad that part is over and I’m back with you. I’ve missed you so much Freya. I love you.”

“I’ve missed you more than anything and I love you too. All these months without you, every day my heart broke more and more, and I didn’t know what would happen. I didn’t know if we’d get you back or if you’d stay like that forever. When the dream walk finally opened up, I was so happy but that quickly turned into sadness when I realized he wasn’t you.”

“He told me that if you’d stop trying to contact me that he would promise not to cause you more pain by having sex with other women. I honestly didn’t think he’d keep his word, but when you stopped trying he did stop being with other women. I felt disgusted and I am so sorry that I couldn’t stop what was happening. You know that I would never be with any other woman and betray you in that way.”

“I know you would never willingly betray me. I’d be lying if I said it didn’t hurt, literally, but I know it wasn’t the real you. We are all going to need therapy after this, I think. Anyway, don’t worry about it Alex.” I give him a smile and then stand and kiss him gently on the lips. His eyes are starting to droop, and I know the sedative is kicking in, so I get him to lay down after he kept swearing, he wasn’t sleepy while yawning in my face. I giggled and shook my head at him.

“We can talk more in the morning, but you need your rest Alex. I won’t be far away because my bed is right over there.” I pointed to where my bed was and he frowned.

“That is too far away from me. I need you closer. Get into bed with me.”

“This bed is not big enough for both of us. I’d love to be sleeping next to you, but I don’t think that’s a good idea right now honey.”

“You can lay on top of me. Freya, please just get in this bed with me. We’ve slept apart for months and all I want right now is to hold you while I sleep. I need to feel you in my arms to help me know that this is real and not a dream.”

As I looked at him, I knew that I couldn’t say no even though logically i knew that I should. He needs to heal and lying on him wouldn’t be the best idea, but my body craved to be held by him. He isn’t the only one that needed to feel that this was real and not a dream. I’m going to figure out a way out of this otherwise the way he is looking at me will definitely have me climbing in bed with him.

“You’re supposed to be recovering and this is not going to help you recover. I will not be responsible for anything prolonging your healing.”

“Freya, we both know that my healing is better than any other wolf or Lycan. I’m practically already healed. Seriously, I’m not in any kind of pain other the pain of not having you in my arms.”

Not saying another word, I climb into the bed with him, but I don’t lay on him. I try as much as I can to lay next to him on the too small bed, but just as I get a little comfortable, I am hoisted up and placed down on his chest. I should have known he wouldn’t allow me to just lay next to him all night and hold me. For once I didn’t complain or protest and laid my head down listening to his heartbeat. That is the fastest I have fallen asleep in months.