The Lycan King and His Mysterious Luna Chapter 92

Alex’s Pov

I've been trapped inside my own body since the night of the party. During that time, I’ve been trying to find a way to speak with Freya, but that hasn’t happened. How is he stronger than me when we are the same person? He is able to block me the same way I block my wolf and Lycan only I can’t break free. When he aimed that beam at David and Freya jumped in the way I almost died right then and there. Seeing her back all charred and smoking was unbearable, and not to mention the smell of burning flesh. When I literally saw her healing before my eyes, only then was I able to breathe a sigh of relief.

Three months is what I heard someone say is how long this has been going on and I’ve heard bits and pieces of what he plans on doing. I need to break free and stop him from hurting any more people. Freya has been trying to reach me through the dream walk but he has somehow managed to block me from even doing that. What gives me hope is that he hasn’t been able to access my powers, so when he goes on his little rampages, he can only use black magic. Black magic has limits, so does light magic, but unlike light magic it takes up a lot more energy to use and control.

I haven’t spoken to Stryker and Khal either this whole time and that is worrying me. They are here because I can feel them, but it is like he has me blocked from connecting with them as well. If that wasn’t bad enough, what he is doing to Freya is the worst. He knows being with other women is physically hurting her as well as emotionally. All he cares about is hurting me and getting revenge, but he doesn’t understand that hurting her is the only thing that will hurt me. The deaths are tragic and unnecessary, but I know that at some point I can come back from that, it may take a very long time, but it can happen. Hurting my mate in this way is not something I’m going to heal from for an even longer time. I can feel her pain through our bond every time that bastard sleeps with one of those whores. He’s lucky that I can’t physically kill him because that is exactly what I’d do as soon as I get out of this.

Last night was different than the other times though. He had sex with someone but then I felt the pack bond break from her about an hour later. I’m guessing she did something to upset him. He’s been on edge for a while, and I know that it’s because of not being able to access my powers. Hopefully, Freya and the others can stop him before he figures out how to use them. The night of the party I was able to stop him, but I don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to do that with him seemingly getting stronger every day.

After the girl died, I didn’t feel anything for a while and figured that he had gone to bed. It is the only time that his hold on me isn’t as strong. I’ve tried to connect to Freya when he goes to sleep but the hold is still too strong for me to break free. Hell, I’ve even tried contacting the Moon Goddess but that didn’t work either. Not much time had passed before I could feel the familiar tug of the dream walk, but I realized that Freya wasn’t the one initiating it this time. What the hell was he up to? He better not be going there to hurt Freya.

An eternity passes before I feel him leave the dream walk and fall asleep. Well, it was maybe more like an hour, but it felt so much longer to me. Being trapped inside your own body, especially with everything going on, is torture in itself. “I’m going to have to remember to apologize to Stryker and Khal when this is all over for all the times I blocked them.” I say to myself. All this time to myself has given me plenty of time to think about my life. I’d honestly forgotten about what I did to my great-great-great-great grandfather. How could I forget that part of my past? Granted it was over 50 years ago, but that is still not that long ago for a Lycan.

“It’s because you repressed me!” shouts evil Alex.

“If I suppressed the memory then it must have been horrible whatever I did to him.”

“Oh, it was absolutely terrifying my dear Alex, and I loved every minute of it. When it was all over, you decided that I wasn’t needed anymore. You just tossed me away after swearing to never let anything like that happen again. Now you know what it feels like to be trapped inside yourself without anyone to talk to or be let out to run. At least I talk to you from time to time. I wasn’t all bad, but you locked me away like I was the worst part of you. In all the battles we’ve fought, it was me keeping you alive and fighting for our people.”

“You’re right. I’m starting to remember everything, and I can’t believe I did that to him. Granted, he deserved to die, but I’m starting to think that maybe I went overboard. I’d love to blame my actions on you, but I can feel through the memories that the majority of that rage came from me. I apologize for locking you away and promise that if you let me out now, I’ll never do that to you again. I’ve already resolved to apologize to our wolf and Lycan also. I mean if this is how I make them feel when I block them, then they definitely deserve an apology too.”

“That’s very noble of you, but I’m going through with my plan. I can promise you one thing though.”

“What’s that?”

“If your mate does as I’ve told her, then I won’t cause her anymore pain by sleeping with other women, but if she doesn’t, then anything I do she will have brought on herself.”

“I’m sure she will listen to whatever you told her, then again she can be stubborn as hell sometimes.”

“Well, I suggest you hope that for once she listens, otherwise she will be in a world of pain.” He cuts the link and once again I am left in silence.

“Freya, I hope you don’t let your stubbornness win this time and listen for once because I can’t help you this time.” I say to myself.

David’s POV

Shayla has been off for a while now, more than usual and I don’t know what’s going on with her. She won’t talk to me or anyone really. Sometimes she is laughing and smiling but the past few weeks she has been sort of melancholy. I thought that maybe if she visited her siblings that things would be better, but that only seemed to make her sadder. Nothing I do seems to help. Once I asked her about her parents and she said she was told they both died. Her father went first and her mother, she said they assumed died after giving birth to her. She was later adopted into a pack, but they ended up leaving when she was about eight and was never told why or from what pack. They became rogues after trying to find another pack to join. Her adoptive parents were killed by crazed rogues two years later. It has only been her and her siblings since then.

Today I went to breakfast without her, and I could tell that Freya felt something was wrong but I’m glad she didn’t ask me anything. I couldn’t tell her what’s wrong when I have no idea myself. This whole thing just came out of the blue. I’m wondering if she is starting to regress. I’d hate for that to happen after all of the progress she has been making. We were even talking about going through with the mating ceremony. Now it is looking like that won’t be happening with her moods being all over the place as they have been lately.