Treasure Of Dragons, Royal Dragons Book 1 Chapter 46

Ria

I have a week of trying to get used to a newborn schedule again, so I’m not getting much sleep. Isobel is a godsend right now, because the new baby is taking so much of my time and focus. I try to be with the girls even when I’m with Brand, that way they don’t feel left out or thrown over for this new little brother.

We have had Brand now for just over 2 weeks and he has just gone down for his nap, and the girls are having their nap. It’s the one time of day when I have a small break with no kids, and can just sit and enjoy the silence or the garden.

I have chosen the garden, but I do have the nursery monitor receiver with me, so I can hear if any of the children cry, and Isobel is up there in the rocking chair with a book. She told me to get out and go do something that is not kids. I laughed at that.

We are trying me on birth control pills and we’ll see what happens. Maybe I can have a break and keep my dragon and the guys from knocking me up again. I sigh in defeat when I hear him walk up behind me, and then he sits on the bench with me.

“It’s time we talk. We’ve tried to be understanding of your need for space, but this has gone on long enough. You need to move back into the master suite immediately, and resume going into town.” he sounds rather angry.

I just look at him and don’t say anything, but he must see the defiance on my face, because he throws a dagger at my heart and it’s a direct hit.

“If you don’t agree, we will fire Isobel, and we will have her name blacklisted with every agency in the world. She will never be able to work with children again. All I have to do is pick up the phone and place a couple of calls and it will be done. So you either stop being stubborn and move back into the master suite with us, and stay there permanently, and resume your trips into town, or I make those phone calls, and Isobel will be gone by tonight “ he just watches me.

I feel myself crumbling. I can’t let anything happen to my friend, but then he knew that, he knew she meant something to me, and he is using her to get me to do what he wants. This will be a pattern now. He will use her against me any time he wants to force me to do something.

I just look ahead at the fountain, and I feel myself start to rock slightly. I am blanking out and I can feel myself trying to just float away, but I can’t do that anymore, I have kids I need to take care of, and they can’t see mommy lose her mind.

“So, are you going to cooperate?” I just nod, what else can I possibly do?

“Good, then we’ll expect you back tonight, if you need help moving anything back into the room let us know.” he’s smiling, how is he smiling when he just did that?

I don’t say anything, I couldn’t right now if I tried. I spend the next two hours just sitting here, trying to hold myself together, and throw Band-Aids on my heart, and knowing that I have caused a problem with and for Isobel by being her friend.

I eventually go back because I know Brand will wake up any minute now and need to be fed. Isobel takes one look at my face and hers registers alarm.

“What happened Ria, are you okay?” I just look at her and I can’t tell her. She will feel horrible that they are using her to hurt me.

I just nod but don’t say anything, She knows it’s absolute bullshit, but she doesn’t push. I think she can see how fragile I am right now.

Brand wakes up and I go get him. I sat in the rocking chair and just held him close and nursed him. I watch his little tiny face and stroke his little cheek. I am trying to keep myself grounded and concentrate on anything positive I can grasp hold of right now.

That night after the kids are asleep, I go to the master suite and walk in. I just stand there as all the guys look at me. I don’t say anything and I don’t move. Drago comes and kisses me, and I remain completely limp.

They end up taking off my clothes and laying me on the bed. I am shocked as shit that my dragon hasn’t stepped in right now. Maybe she will, or it’s because she didn’t pounce. I have no idea, but it’s me lying here just watching the ceiling as they touch my body and try to get some kind of response from me.

They keep watching me, I guess looking for my dragon’s response, or the response they force from my body, which tonight is nothing. That doesn’t stop them, they use spit by eating my pussy, then they resort to lube, and fuck me anyway. I just watch the ceiling, and try to keep just removing myself from what they’re doing to my body. When they are finally done and they are sated from fucking me and getting to come multiple times, then I finally get up when they roll over to go to sleep, walk into the bathroom, and puke my guts up.

I step into a scaling hot shower and scrub and scrub until my arm is too tired. My mind is blank so I am surprised when I look in the mirror and see that I have actually rubbed my skin off and am lightly bleeding in several areas. I don’t really feel it, and it will heal quickly because of my dragon.

I throw on the sweats and a hoodie that I have kept under this sink. I see they are asleep, so I go to the couch in the sitting room of the suite, turn on the fireplace, and just watch the flames until I hear Brand and go to nurse him. I resume my place when I come back to the room.

I wonder if I will come back from this, or is this the thing that really breaks me for good? Would they care as long as they have access to me, why should they care what is happening to me?

What else will they try to do to me next?