The Bad Boy's Dirty Little Secret BL Chapter 41: The Times that we Missed

Night’s P.O.V

“I was waiting for you.”

I paused with my hands on either side of his head; his sudden confession leaving me breathless for a whole minute as I stared into his eyes, trying to decide if what I just heard was real or just a fragment of my imagination.

“Wh-hat?” The words came out in a rushed stutter, my eyes boring into his for clarification.

Suddenly, a sly smirk played on Kai’s lips as he took hold of my waist and sat up on the bed. The sudden shift in position made my straddle feel awkward and I before long, I found myself sitting on his lap, my arms now wrapped tightly around his shoulder as Kai touched his nose to mine in an affectionate gesture that I was completely unfamiliar with.

“Surprised?” He spoke through a sigh, leaning forward so that his face was buried in the crook of my neck, and he took in a whip of my scent. “Hmmm…you smell so good.”

I felt his lips vibrate against my neck, and that sensation went straight to places it had no purpose being at that moment. If I wasn’t already getting aroused by Kai’s merciless teasing earlier, I was sure this little motion had gotten me hard enough for Kai to notice my erection pressing against his abdomen. But neither did he say a word, nor seem to care about it.

“Kai…” my voice was strained as I tried to get away from his embrace, but his arms came around to my back and pulled me harder to his body, making escape almost impossible.

“Shhh.” He whispered against my ears. “Just let me stay like this for a little while longer.”

I swallowed hard, my entire body shivering as his hot breath hit the side of my neck. “You should really get an award for your indecisiveness.”

“Hmm?” He murmured, moving his face away from my neck so he could look into my eyes. “Wasn’t I clear enough already?”

“No. Not at all, idiot!” I swallowed, my throat dry from sudden nervousness. “What are you…what are we doing, Kai? I though you needed time.”

“I made up my mind the day your parents took you away from the hospital.” He sighed, bring one arm in front so that he could cup my cheek. “Now that you’re here with me…I’m not letting you go that easily.”

“Be clearer, will you?” I insisted, wondering to myself why I suddenly sounded like a needy teenager begging for attention. But I wanted to be sure of Kai’s feelings for me. I wanted to be sure that what he said was what he meant. “You’re not doing this out of pity of anything…are you?”

“Pity my ass!” He scoffed before narrowing his eyes at me. “What made you think I pity you anyway, you rich brat?”

I gave a small smile at his ill-tempered words, but I knew he didn’t mean any harm by them. “Pity that my own parents can’t accept the fact that their son is gay…”

Kai must have definitely gotten to see my father’s reaction that night. I had no idea what had transpired between them, but my parents wouldn’t suddenly want me to move away from the dorm if they hadn't gotten some kind of hint that Kai and I were into each other.

“Trust me, pity is the last thing on my mind right now.” He gave my waist a tight squeeze. “Also, I’m sorry to say this, but…your dad is a Grade A asshole.”

A surprised laugh escaped my lips at his statement, and with the sour look with which he delivered it. But it was also a slap to reality that my father had indeed been mean to Kai.

“What did he tell you?” I asked. “Did he say something mean?”

“Well…he called me a fag and a slut…but I guess I kinda agree with the second there…only a little bit.”

I threw back my head laughing, unable to deny his claim. Yes…Kai definitely used to be someone who slept with any female that laid eyes on him. At least that’s what the rumor mills at school claimed. However, things haven’t been the same ever since I started living in this dorm. Kai had been different…I had been different…

“So…you’ve slept with everyone you know except for me.” I shook my head at the thought. “Why is that? Playing hard to get?”

“I’m not the kind of guy who takes hookups seriously, you should know that by now.” He sighed, looking up into my eyes. “If I don’t want things to escalate, they never will. But…if I decide I want to be with someone, I give it a lot of thought. I don’t want to walk into something casual that won’t last longer than two weeks.”

I felt a strange tingle at the centre of my chest, my heart swelling with an unexplainable emotion. “You liar.” I whispered hoarsely. “You dated Ruby.”

“I would hardly call it dating.” He sighed once again. “We hooked up in the locker room once and she told everyone that we were dating after that. And since the contest was coming up, I had to pretend to be a couple so that it wouldn’t affect her chances of winning.”

“So you did date her.”

“Will you stop bringing Ruby into this conversation?” He scowled. “Every time I hear her name, all I see in front of me is the image of her trying to force her hands into your shorts and it makes me regret the fact that I had still acted a gentleman and let her go instead of smacking the shit out of her.”

But remembering that night also brought back another memory…Kai and me in the washroom…his hands on my shaft as he brought me to a climax…

A shudder ran through my body as memories resurfaced, the feeling of his hands on me now permanently etched into my memory.

“No.” I spoke through gritted teeth, acutely aware that my shaft had just gotten hard at the memory of Kai’s hand-job. “It’s better this way. I’m glad you did the right thing.”

But I knew that I had to do the right thing too and tell Kai that my father had ordered me to move out of the dorm and into the condo for good… I couldn’t prolong this any longer.

However, before I could open my mouth to speak, Kai’s lips were on me, and he flipped us over once again so that I was now lying on the bed as he rose up to straddle me once more.

“Enough with the chit-chat already.” He panted as we broke the kiss to gasp for air. “It’s time to make up for all the time that we missed.”

I felt the breath whoosh out of my lungs as his hand landed on my jeans, unbuckling my belt slowly before he went for the zipper.

“Kai.” I placed my hand on top of his to stop him before it was too late. “Are you sure about this?”

“I’ve never been surer of anything in my life.” He said, pulling down the zipper and tugging down my pants so they lay half-way down my thighs.

“Kai…” I swallowed, not knowing what to expect.

This was different than that night at the washroom. That night, I had been sick, not quite myself, but Kai had still been completely of sound body and mind.

At that time, my senses had been dulled because of the illness, but now, I felt every single sensation, every single touch.

Kai lowered himself down my body, his eyes never leaving mine.

He hooked his fingers into the waistband of my boxers, pulling them down in one swift motion, and my breath caught in my throat.

“Someone’s turned on…” Kai teased, looking down at my erection.

I was beginning to grow hard from our kiss earlier and can’t even hide the evidence now.

But Kai didn’t seem to mind. He wrapped his fingers around my base and began pumping in a slow motion, as he leaned forward to place a kiss to the centre of my chest, right below my heart.

My head fell back onto the bed as I closed my eyes, fisting my hands on the covers, absorbing the sensation coursing through my body.

Kai placed tiny kisses all over my chest before I felt him tug aside my shirt. So I decided to help him with it. Lifting up on my elbows, I took off the shit and threw it on the floor, not really caring where it landed. It was useless now anyways, since I had lost a few buttons earlier.

As I lay back down, Kai moved up my body further, his lips latching onto one nipple as he sucked on it, all the while his hand continued to pump my shaft slowly, at a steady pace.

I closed my eyes as Kai shifted his focus on my other nipple, before rising up to lick the column of my neck. A gasp escaped my lips as the cool air hit my skin, and Kai went on to suck on my collarbone, eliciting a gasp out of me.

And then he went down my body once again, leaving a trail of hot, wet kisses down my abdomen before he reached my shaft…and his tongue flicked out to lick the tip.

“Ah!” A groan escaped my lips involuntarily as my back arched off the bed, my hands fisting tightly in the bedsheets.

But Kai was nowhere near done. He took the tip into his mouth, swirling his tongue around the top until I was writhing on the bed.

Sensations flooded my bloodstream, every nerve ending on fire as the thrill of the moment gripped me, my mind fogged of any other sensation but that of Kai’s mouth on my dick.

“Ah_ god!” I whimpered feverishly, perspiration beading on my forehead as Kai’s tongue went to the base of my dick and made its way to the tip once again before his fingers gripped me once more, squeezing lightly. “Kai!”

Somewhere in the back of my mind, I wanted to make sure that Kai wasn’t doing something that he didn’t want to, that he was actually enjoying himself as well…but then his tongue reached the tip of my shaft, sucking on me like he had sucked on my nipples…and all other rational thought flew out of my mind.

A gasp escaped my lips, the edges of my vision turning dark as a warmth spread all over my body, a tingle building in the pit of my abdomen.

I raised my head to look down at Kai, even as my entire body felt like it was made of jelly. And as my eyes connected to his dark blue ones, I felt the breath ooze out of my lungs once again.

The liquid desire in his eyes alone was enough to make a shiver run down my spine. The air was thick with the scent of perspiration and arousal, creating an intoxicating musk that I couldn’t get enough of.

My chest heaved, my breath coming in short pants as the sensation in my abdomen expanded, lust flooding through my veins.

As my pupils dilated, my eyes unfocused as I reached out with one hand to grip at Kai’s dark hair…he continued that sucking motion, driving every nerve in my body a little closer to insanity.

And then that sensation exploded, and I fell back on the bed with a primal roar, stars dancing in my vision as the force of the orgasm took me under.

It felt like…floating in heaven…

The orgasm rocked me to the core, shaking the very fiber of my being.

Dear god…if he could do this to me with only his mouth…

My breathing was still heavy when I finally came back down to earth, my eyes opening to search for Kai, but I was too tired to get up.

However, that didn’t seem like a problem because Kai’s face floated in my vision a second later as he climbed over my body, his eyes looking down at me in concern.

“Are you alright?” His voice sounded, rough…and I wanted to ask if he…swallowed…but at that moment, it felt too intimate a question even after what he did. “Did you get hurt?”

“Are you looking down on me?” I asked, but my voice was a breathless whisper, as I reached up to cup his erection over his pants. “Before worrying about me…you should worry about yourself first.”

A smirk tilted up his lips and I saw his tongue flick out to lick his lips.

I swallowed, hard.

Something told me that he did swallow my load…and it filled me with a kind of satisfaction that I never felt before.

“Are you worried about me?” He made a sad puppy face, and even with the air thick with the anticipation of what was to happen next, I couldn’t help but laugh.

“Maybe I should reward you for being a good boy.” I raised my hand, cupping his cheeks.

And then I crashed my lips to his once again in a searing kiss that left us both gasping for breath.