The Bad Boy's Dirty Little Secret BL Chapter 43: Dirty Little Secret

Kai’s P.O.V

I rolled off of Night’s body, his skin sleek with perspiration.

The tiny bed didn’t provide enough space for either of us to rest properly, and it was a bit frustrating, but the warmth of Night’s skin was still a pleasant respite from the cold bed next to mine.

My breathing evened out slowly, just as Night’s hand wrapped around my torso, pulling me closer to his body so that he could lay his head on my shoulder.

His eyes were closed, a peaceful expression on his face despite the labored breath. I reached out with my fingers and wiped at the tear stain from the corner of his eyes, watching as his eyelids fluttered open and his hazel eyes met mine.

“You’re not gonna say something cheesy, are you?” I sighed, rubbing my forehead against his.

“You were good for a first timer.” Night chuckled.

“Just good?” I raised my eyebrows.

“Fine…you were great.”

“Best you ever had?”

“Don’t push it.” He groaned.

A laugh escaped my lips as I cuddled closer to his body, feeling his warmth seep into my own skin.  I closed my eyes on a sigh, feeling my heart beat steadily inside my chest, my mind at ease now that Night was back in this room.

Wouldn’t it be nice waking up like this every morning…

“My dad wants me to leave the dorm.”

My eyes snapped open as I looked at him, watching him watching me with a carefully guarded expression.

“Why?” I asked, a frown wrinkling my brows.

The sudden announcement had come out of nowhere, when I was least expecting it.

To be honest, I had expected something similar when he hadn't shown up to the dorm for a whole week and his phone had been out of reach. With the way his father had acted when he saw me…I had expected a change of dorm rooms…or even the building…but leaving the dorm entirely?

No…that wasn’t something I had expected…and it caught me completely off-guard.

“He thinks you’re a bad influence on me.” Night sighed, turning on the bed so that he was facing the ceiling. “He threw out my old phone, wants me to move out of the dorm and even threatened to kick me out if I didn’t listen.”

“Why don’t you just leave, then?” My frown deepened at that asshole’s words. “You’re independent enough to earn a living and with your modeling career, you can survive without your father just fine.”

“It’s not that easy, Kai.” He looked at me, not quite meeting my eyes. “If only it were as easy as that…then I wouldn’t care about what he said and would’ve moved out long ago. But my father won’t let me go that easily. He’s place me in house arrest for the rest of my life if he can and no one would bat an eye as to why he is doing that. I’m his only heir. And since my mother couldn’t have any more children…the responsibility for taking over my father’s empire falls on my shoulders.”

I understood what he was saying…after all, I too had a responsibility towards my family, but still, his father’s methods were completely wrong, just as much as his way of treating his own son.

“That’s not all, unfortunately.” Night sighed. “I can be here today because I told him I’ll pack my stuff and leave by tonight…but I can’t spend the night here from now on…and knowing my father, he’ll probably ask the staff to keep watch or notify him if I visited the dorm again.”

Fuck! I didn’t even know what to think about this anymore.

Why did his father have to go so far as to keep Night under such a tight leash? What was his problem with the way his son was?

“So…what now?” I asked finally, because this changed everything. “What happens to us?”

Just when I thought that we were finally going to be starting our journey together, things seemed to be coming to an abrupt halt. And this time, my feelings towards him were sincere. I had never truly committed myself to a relationship before, but for Night, I had risked it all, gone against my every instinct and battled with myself about how I really felt…only for all of this to account to nothing?

No. I just couldn’t accept that.

“Now…we try our best.” Night turned to face me, a sly smile on his face.

“Huh?” I frowned. Did the orgasm really knock all the intelligence out of me or did I not really understand what he meant by ‘trying our best’.

“At what exactly?” I frowned, not able to grasp the concept.

“Try our best to keep this a secret.”

My eyebrows shot up to my hairline. “Even from our friends?”

“I guess we can tell them…” Night frowned. “I trust Landon, but definitely not Trey. Tanya, definitely.”

“I guess I can tell Cole and Devon.” I frowned, wondering if Josh would be a good idea. But then I reconsidered telling him, since he had already been breezing through our group meetings, too busy to even hear about my ‘journey into the rainbow’, as Devon liked to call it.

“Good.” Night nodded, his hand coming up to my chest so that he could draw careless patterns on my chest. “But other than that…this has to be our dirty little secret.”

I raised my eyebrows. “Dirty little secret?” I mused. “Why do I actually like the sound of that?”

“It’s thrilling, isn't it?” Night smirked, placing a kiss to my shoulder. “Going behind everyone’s back and sneaking around to do…dirty little…things…”

His hand travelled down my abdomen to grip my cock with his fingers as he said ‘things’, making me grit my teeth as I felt desire course through me yet again.

“Hey.” I complained, shooting him a glare. “Who do you think you’re calling little?”

“I don’t know…someone in the room, maybe?” He grinned, his fingers trailing down the length of me, before he unwrapped the condom from me and tossed it to the garbage can on the side, making a shiver run down my spine.

Suddenly, I flipped and landed on top of Night, my hands braced on either side of his head as I straddled his hips.

“Want me to give you a reminder? Since you seem to have an ailing memory?” I grinded my hips against him, watching in satisfaction as he groaned out loud.

I loved those little sounds he made in bed. He was definitely more vocal than I had expected him to be, but I didn’t mind at all. His voice told me exactly what I needed to know; if I was doing it right or not. And that was all I needed.

“Ah_ don’t grind!” Night snapped at me, narrowing his eyes as he looked up at me through his thick lashes. “I’m exhausted.”

“You didn’t have to do much, kid.” I smirked, taking a hold of his knees and parting them so that I could sit comfortably between his legs. “Just sit back and relax.”

Night’s eyes widened as he felt me rub the blunt head of my cock at his channel. “You…you want it raw?”

“Can I?” I raised my eyebrows. “I want to know how it feels.”

“Just…pull out in time.” He swallowed, his throat moving as he did so.

“Why? Afraid you’ll get pregnant?”

“Fucking…bastard!” Night took a hold of the pillow and threw it at my face, but I dodged it in time and with one hand, I caught both of his and pinned them above his head, before I leaned down and silenced him with a kiss, taking his complaints into my mouth before releasing his tongue and moving back to look at his blush-covered face.

“What do you say?” I undulated my hips against his once more, my shaft at the entrance to his channel as his own cock lay erect on his abdomen. “Want it? Or not?”

“Put it in.” Came the rasped out command. “Now…”

I obliged, smearing some more of the cooling lubricant on my cock before I placed the blunt head at his entrance and glided in with ease, the second time slightly easier than the first.

Night threw back his head on a moan, the slender column of his neck exposed to me, and I couldn’t help but lean down to take a bite of his Adam’s apple, eliciting a shocked gasp from him.

Sensations flooded my system as I grit my teeth to look at the part of our bodies where mine and his were so intimately connected…and then I slid inside him all the way.

The moan that filled the room belonged to the both of us.

“You like it raw, don’t you?” I rasped out, panting. “God…you’re so tight!”

“You’re too big!”

I looked down at his face, which was now red as a ripe tomato and he was trying his best not to meet my eyes after what appeared to be a slip-of-tongue.

“You like it, don’t you? My big cock?”

“You talk too much!” Night complained, as his face got redder, if possible. But even so, he couldn’t help the sigh of pleasure that escaped his lips as I withdrew from him before thrusting all the way in, grinding my hips against him in the process.

God, he was aroused as well, the veins in his cock were prominent as I saw pre-cum on the tip. My mouth watered, and I licked my lips, but I wasn’t in a position where I could suck on him yet. So I focused on my rhythm instead, going harder and faster with each thrust as the bed creaked beneath us.

Night’s pretty brows were furrowed as he closed his eyes, moans escaping his lips with each thrust. I could feel his body trembling under me, and I released his hands so he could clutch at my hips while I thrust into him with a fervor I never knew I had.

With Night, there were no restrictions, no holding back…only pure pleasure.

“Kai…pull it out!” Night told me on a gasp, his hands squeezing my buttocks as I thrust harder. “God…don’t…cum in me…”

“I know!” I spoke through gritted teeth as I felt the start of my own orgasm in the pit of my stomach. “God_I…I’m close…so close!”

I closed my eyes for a moment, bringing myself closer to the edge with every thrust, but suddenly, Night cried out from under me, making me snap my eyes open…just in time to witness him still for an instant before he shot his load all over his stomach and my chest.

Watching him was almost beautiful…ethereal…as he lay writhing beneath me, drenched in perspiration…his legs spread wide on either side of me.

And then, I pulled out from inside his channel as well, grasping myself with my hand and I aimed at his chest and shot my load…watching it spread all over his abdomen and his chest.

I kept on pumping until I had emptied out my desire, milking every single drop before my eyes met Night’s tired ones, a silent understanding passing between us as to what had just transpired.

Leaning down, I pressed a kiss to his forehead, savoring the sensation of being with the man I had fallen for.

It hiding our relationship was what it took for us to be together, then I was ready for this to be our dirty little secret. Besides…I didn’t see the point in announcing a relationship out to the public anyway…what was the point?

But if there was one thing that I was absolutely certain about?

There was no going back now…for either of us.