Bethany: His Little Wolf Chapter 79

Gamma Jack

Everyone stops what they are doing and stares at me but all I can concentrate on right now is the fact that I've actually found my mate and he's here standing right behind me, fuck I can't believe I've found him. Suddenly his scent hits me, it's a mix of sandalwood and pine and it's fucking mouth-watering and delicious.

"What do you think you're doing?" Alpha Roland suddenly bellows in my face but I'm not scared of him and he quickly picks up on this when I don't even move an inch.

"Stopping you from laying another finger on my mate that's what!" I shout back at him, any respect I have for him as an Alpha has well and truly gone at this point. He takes a step toward me but I don't budge and this only seems to piss him off even more but I couldn't give a fuck.

I hear movement from behind me, turning around I see the warriors tightening their hold on my mate and I'm instantly angry. "The same goes for you too, get your fucking hands off of my mate or I'll tear your fucking throats out!" The looks on their faces tell me that they are about 3 seconds away from shitting their pants but I don't give a fuck. Since Taz bellowed out the word mate, I have had a constant protectiveness burn through my body for this man who's now my mate.

The warrior's quickly let my mate go and I finally allow myself to take a quick look at him, he has short blonde hair and the brightest blue eyes that I have ever seen and he's small but I only seem to find this cute and fuck if that only makes me feel even more protective of him. "You have got to be fucking kidding me?" Alpha Roland bellows out causing me to spin back around and stare straight at him.

A noise from behind me distracts me once more but the moment I look back over my shoulder I instantly relax as I see Calvin and Liam standing on either side of my mate where the warriors were just moments ago while Michael and two of our warriors are standing behind him so no one can get near my mate and I'm seriously grateful for these men right now, not that I wouldn't protect my mate on my own but still having them support me without question always feels good.

"You heard me Alpha, Roland,"

"Well even if he is your mate that doesn't make it ok, you know what he has done. What both of them have done. Do you really want something like that as your mate? I'm sure you have she-wolfs fallen over themselves for your attention."

Reality quickly hits me at why we are here in the first place but still, I can't shake off the feeling that something is not quite right here. I hear a muffled sound coming from behind me but I can't make out the words so I turn around to face my mate but he's looking down at the ground.

"Look at me." I try to make my tone gentle but I know that I'm so worked up right now I'm failing miserably. He doesn't respond to me so I try again but nothing, I bring my hand up toward his face but this only causes him to flinch, and that feeling fucking hurts more than I thought anything ever could. I push past the shit feeling and hock my finger under his chin then raise it until our eyes meet but instead of this being a happy moment it tears at my heart. I don't see the monster that we've been told about instead he looks broken and defeated and I instantly want to kill anyone who has ever hurt him.

"What's your name?" Finally, I've managed to soften my tone thank fuck.

"Ashley." His voice is barely above a whisper but still, he sounds like a goddam angel.

My lips curl up into a gentle smile as he finally looks at me with a little less fear. "Hi Ashley, I'm Gamma Jack. Now can you tell me what you said before I turned around?"

He hesitates for a moment as he starts to look around at all of Alpha Roland's men but I don't want him pulling away from me right now so I hock my finger under his chin again and move his face back to face me and I try with all I have to give him a reassuring smile. "Don't worry about them."

He looks at me for a few minutes as if he's trying to figure out if he can trust me and now more than ever, I am convinced that everything we have been told is one big fat lie. "I said... I said that all of this is because I am gay." As soon as he says those words, I let out a growl before I can stop it and so do Liam and Calvin. "I'm sorry!" Wait, what? Has he just apologized for being gay? I spin back around to face Alpha Roland but before I can say anything a loud screeching noise comes from the trees and seconds later a woman steps out from the trees and practically runs towards us. "Why is he still alive?" She bellows out at Alpha Roland and instantly I want to kill her.

Who the fuck is this bitch?

Ashley

I'm seconds away from death and I'm ok with it, my dad was always by my side in life and now I'll be by his side in death, it seems quite fitting really. I let my body relax but before the blissful feel of death can capture me a scent suddenly seeps up my nose and I hear a voice bellow out, it's strong and firm and it's hot as fucking hell!

I open my eyes just in time to see a man come towards me, he removes Alpha Roland's hand from my throat before coming to stand in front of me and the moment I register what he's just said Alfie bellows out the words that I've wanted to hear for a long time. "MATE MINE" “Ashley we've found our mate!" I'm completely rooted to the spot in shock, we've found our mate... Seconds from death and we find our fucking mate! What are the bastard chances of that?

I can hear my mate talking to Alpha Roland but I can't register anything that they are saying as I'm too lost in this moment and the mother fucking giant that's standing in front of me. I can't see his face but I take in all the features of him from behind and I'm instantly drunk with lust even if this isn't the moment for it.

He's fucking tall like this guy has a good foot and a half on me, he's got short jet black hair and he's insanely muscular and he's definitely of a high ranking.

I want to see his eyes; I have a thing for eyes and I can only imagine what his will look like. I'm also an ass man, I can't handle a boney ass that you can barely pinch I need an ass I can grab, a nice delicious plump ass...

"As much as I agree with you now's really not the time for these thoughts knob head!" I'm dragged from my thoughts by Alfie's voice as he bellows out in my mind and I thank my lucky stars that he distracted me because Alpha Roland could have attacked me on this very sport then and I wouldn't have stood a chance of defending myself. Although I already know Alfie has checked out his ass because the wolf is worse than me for a good ass. "Dam right I've already checked his ass out and it's fucking delicious."

"Oh, fuck of twatwaffle you're not helping me here!"

"Not even sorry."

"Fuck off furball!" I'm torn from my conversation with Alfie as two warriors suddenly tighten their hold on me, their fingers painfully biting into my skin but I won't let them see that it hurts.

I feel movement in front of me and see my mate turning around to face me and I swear my heart feels like it's going to break out of my chest the moment I lay eyes on his face.

Good lord he's fucking heart-stoppingly handsome, he's got bright ocean blue eyes and they are fucking mouth-watering but I don't miss how angry he looks and I'm knocked straight back into my reality. Fuck he's going to reject me, isn't he? I can't bear to look him in the eyes while he does it so instead, I look down at the ground and wait for the inevitable. "The same goes for you too, get your fucking hands off of my mate or I'll tear your fucking throats out!" What the... My head shoots up after hearing the words but my mates not looking at me, he's looking at the warriors that are holding me in place, they quickly let go of me and my mate turns his head to look at me and I suddenly feel insanely shy.

"You shy? pfft, bitch please!" Alfie chimes out to me and I want to fucking throttle him.

"Oh, fuck off!"

"You have got to be fucking kidding me?" Alpha Roland bellows out causing my mate to turn away from me and face him and of course, Alfie decides that this is the perfect time to let out a whine. But I soon want to join him when two massive wolves come to stand on either side of me and a few warriors follow them pushing Alpha Roland's warriors away from me and taking their place.

"You heard me, Alpha Roland," I can see my mate's shoulders tensing up and it's not hard to see how pissed he is right now but still I don't know if I'm a part of that or not and it doesn't help that I don't know the reason for him being here in the first place but I can only assume that Alpha Roland has made some bullshit up to get other packs to chase me and my dad down like dogs. "Well even if he is your mate that doesn't make it ok, you know what he has done, what both of them have done. Do you really want something like that as your mate? I'm sure you have she-wolfs fallen over themselves for your attention."

For a few moments, I let Alpha Roland's words settle in my head and I start to believe that he was right in what he said, my mate could do so much better than me that's just an easy given. "Like fuck Ash, your worthy, and I don't ever want to hear you say otherwise got it!" Alfie screams the words into my head and after I get over the idea of slapping him for rattling my head like that, I realize how right he is.

Since when do I let anyone make me feel less than brilliant? Since when do I allow this treatment against me? This is why my dad and I left the pack. It's why my dad willingly gave his life up and I won't let his death be for nothing so I mumble out a response but again I struggle to get any volume to my voice. I don't notice when my mate turns to face me again, but I hear him telling me to look at him, and I'm hit with the same fear of him rejecting me. He says the same thing again but I can't seem to get my words out.

He brings his hand up towards my face and as if on instinct I flinch and instantly regret it when I see the look of hurt covering his beautiful face. He hocks his finger under my chin and raises my head until our eyes meet and I'm sorely convinced that this is the moment that he will reject me. I've lost my pack, my home, my friends, my sister, and my dad and now I'm going to lose my mate and I feel completely and utterly defeated.

"What's your name?" I'm shocked by his question but then realize that he needs my name to reject me so I give him what he wants "Ashley." He smiles gently at me causing a warm feeling to flood my body "Hi Ashley, I'm Gamma Jack. now can you tell me what you said before I turned around?" I hesitate for a split moment as I look around at Alpha Roland and his men. But my mate doesn't give me much time to think about it as he hocks his finger under my chin again and moves my face back so that I'm facing him then I feel my heart slightly melt as he graces me with a reassuring smile. "Don't worry about them."

Ahh fuck it and fuck them "I said... I said that all of this is because I am gay." As soon as the words leave my mouth a growl leaves my mate along with the two wolves standing on either side of me. Fuck now you've pissed them off too, well-done Ash you knob! "I'm sorry!" I quickly throw the words out meaning every word.

Suddenly he spins back around to face Alpha Roland but before any more can be said a loud screeching noise comes from the trees and seconds later my fucking mother steps out from the trees and practically runs towards us. "Why is he still alive?" She bellows out at Alpha Roland and instantly I feel my anger tear through my body.