The Lost Princess Of The Lycans Chapter 136: Unsure

Sarahs POV

After waking up again in the house, I tried to get up and tend to the pups, but Ray would not let me. Which I understood, but it was still frustrating. I am their mother, not the nannies. But he was right. I was weak and needed to rest. I was sleeping when I started dreaming. I was running through the forest, chasing a little girl and Karina. But would Karina be in my dream? Who was this little girl?

We run into a meadow, and then there is that white light. It came from the little girl. If I did not know any better, she looked like me but also like another girl. It might be ruby. I do not know how young she was when she was killed. If I am correct, it is not one of us combined. We have both been hurt as children. She will never be rescued as I was.

I slowly approach her.

" Ruby, is that you?" I asked.

" Yes, Sarah, it is me," she responds.

" Why are you in my dream?" I asked.

She then explained that she was there to help me learn to control the white light spell, as she called it.

" Why can't I learn how to control it while awake?" I ask.

" Because when you are awake, emotions take control," she states.

It is interesting that she mentioned my emotions. It was harder to control your emotions while you were sleeping.

" How do I control my emotions?" I asked.

" You must let go of all the hurt, anger, and rage," she stated.

I then woke up after she said that because the pups were awake, I could hear them crying again. Ray was there, and again, I tried to get up to go tend to them. He would not let me, but the nannies did bring them to me, which I was grateful for. I wanted to hold them and feed them. I fed them, burped them, and kissed them. I then had them as tight as I could without hurting them. I was so thankful that they were safe.

I will talk to Ray when I have a moment. He was heading out of the room again to finish what he needed. He kissed me and then kissed the pups. Then he left. I was still very tired because that spell took a lot out of me. Donald's counterspell took a lot out of me as well. I then fell asleep again. This time, it was a peaceful rest, no dreams.

When I woke up, Ray was holding me. He had a look of desperation in his eyes, which was very alarming. He only had that look in his eyes when he first found me. What is concerning him now? I was just tired, but I felt a lot better now. I asked him what was wrong, and he explained everything to me. I was hesitant at first. Then, I agreed to it on the condition that the pups and nannies be in the secret room if anything went wrong.

He then hugged and held me for a long time. I knew he was unsure about his plan. But he was right. If we combined our powers, we could interrogate Zorro. Also, he could not use his powers to harm us or play tricks. I knew that if things got carried away, Donald and Izzy were there to shut me down. Which I was pleased about. These powers still scare me. I knew that they were dangerous and could hurt people. We needed to do this so there was no more chaos and war.

There was no telling who he would send his people after. I would be lining if I said I was not scared. I knew Ray could sense my fear, and so could Karina.

" Sarah, it is OK," Karina stated.

" I know," I responded.

" You will be fine," Ruby stated.

" I need to talk to you," I stated.

" I know you do," she responded.

" But right now is not the time," she stated.

"I know," I responded.

I then got up as Ray told me to. I was in a nightgown, an ugly one at that. It must have been from the secret room. I don't know how this ended up there, but it did. It was ugly. I will have to complain to Ray about it. It is the thought that counts. I wear jeans and a shirt that I don't mind if it gets ripped up. The interrogation is not going to be pretty.

I do not want it to get bloody. I could not handle it. I know that there are spells that can inflict that kind of damage. That is one spell that I do not want to learn. It was hard enough to understand the spells that I had learned. Controlling the weather and the elements. The white light spell is just as dangerous. From what I was told, it killed a lot of witches. But I will do what I need to do to help. That spell was just pure raw emotions.

It used to rage. I have learned that I used it because I felt rage both times. I hope that I learn how to control my anger so that the white light spell can be helpful. Donald and Izzy know that it causes a lot of damage. I was sitting on the bed thinking about everything when the bedroom door opened. It was Ray. He held his hand out to me, and I took his hand. He gently pulled me up.

He then pulled me to him and wrapped his arms around me.

" Princess, I love you and want you to know that," he stated.

" I love you too," I responded.

I could tell he was just as concerned as I was. It felt like both of us were thinking the same thing. We stood by the bed in an embrace for what felt like forever. Before, we finally looked at each other and just shook our heads. I was not ready for this, but I needed to do it. The nannies were getting the pups ready. I walked over to the nursery and kissed each of the pups. I then let the nannies take them.

I felt tears running down my cheeks. I knew that this had to be done, but I did not want to leave my pups. Ray, Donald, and I escorted them to the dungeon and through the door. Donald then sealed the door. There was only one way to get into that room now—for Donald to unseal it. We then headed to the dungeon where Zorro was. I stopped at the door, and I could not take another step.