The Lost Princess Of The Lycans Chapter 153: Reflections

Sarahs POV

We had an incredible night. The pups slept through the night for the first time since they were born. After last night with Ray, I was starving, so I went to the kitchen. Mike had breakfast ready; it all smelled wonderful. I was in awe. The food looked good, and there was enough to feed an army. A lot of the single warriors have been eating here, which I did not mind. They need to eat just like everyone else.

I had made myself a plate and sat down. Shortly afterward, Ray came into the kitchen. He fixed himself a plate and sat down. He then pulled my chair closer to him and put me on his lap. I love it when he does that. It makes me feel so safe, and being close to him and his smell is very comforting. We ate our breakfast and put our plates in the sink. He then went to do whatever he was going to do.

I went back to the bedroom to tend to the pups. I had mentioned to him that I wanted to bring the pups out of the nursery to let them roam on the living room floor. The only place they'd ever been to was the nursery and the secret room. They needed more scenery. It was a shame that we were leaving such a beautiful place after everything that had transpired here. I'm glad that we will be leaving. I'm not very glad about where we're going, but I will deal with it. I was surprised that I did not have nightmares last night.

I was expecting I would, even though I made love with Ray. Truth be told, I was dreading going back to the White River Clan. So much bad had happened to me there that I don't remember one good thing. Some people were friendly, and some people were not. They would be in for a shock of their lives at the fact that I am now queen and that they cannot hurt me in any way, shape, or form. If they do, they will have severe consequences.

I have not forgotten. The faces are the names of the people who have hurt me. This won't be easy, but I can make it through. I lived through hell for the first part of my life, and now I'm a queen. I have a mate who cares for me and my pups as well. I've helped so many people since coming here that I know I can help the slaves that are still at the White River clan. I have no idea if Caleb has tried to reunite them with their families. Or even if he has talked to them.

I was very concerned about what would happen, and I did not know how the trip there would go. I know how the trip went when I went to the palace. I was asleep most of that trip, and I woke up in the hospital with machines hooked to me at first. I was scared, but after I realized what was going on, I was fine.

It took me a while to warm up to everybody and Ray; he has been so patient and understanding with me. After everything is said and done this evening and the pups are in bed, Nash and Karina can spend time together. They haven't gotten a lot of time. Karina is constantly begging to be let out, and I rarely have opportunities to let her out as I'm not a warrior. I am a queen. Hopefully, I can continue my training while we are at the White River clan and other things I want to learn to be a better queen. I want to train to help and fight by Ray's side. I also want to learn how to continue to get my powers under control. I know the white light spell is potent, and I have no idea if Donald, Izzy, and all the witches have gone.

The only two witches that I trust are Donald and Izzy. I could not speak to them before they left due to the circumstances. I was never properly introduced to Darren, the king of the dragons. I know they lost some of their people, and I want to offer them my condolences. I also know that Ray has sent condolence letters to the families who have lost loved ones in this fight, and I never actually got to meet the vampires. Still, I'm glad I didn't because they creeped me out. Just the thought of somebody sucking my blood and who could drain me dry was something I could not imagine. It would be interesting to know what it is like to be a vampire.

But I knew that humans feared them because they would feed off them. So, I did not want to be a vampire. I am a Lycan, and we don't eat humans. We like regular food, and it helps keep our strength up. Yes, sometimes we drink blood, but not like vampires. The vampires live strictly on blood. I was deep and thought while sitting in the nursery rocking Isabella when Raymond started crying. That meant he wanted to be fed and changed. I put Isabella in her crib, and I tended to Raymond. It was lunchtime, and I was getting hungry, and then I would. I had thought about going and finding Ray. To see what he was doing after finishing lunch. I returned to the nursery and told the nannies to bring the pups out into the living room.

I had put a blanket down for them to lay on so they could practice rolling over and hopefully be crawling soon. It was not unusual for Lycan babies to act like wolves when they were little. I enjoyed that immensely when I was a captive in the White River. I enjoyed watching over the infants when I was assigned to that ward, but I did not like how the infants got there. It was time to relax for a little bit after lunch. Soon, the pups will be ready to try solid foods as Lycans grow faster than humans. They need more nutrition and more calories than anything I've ever seen.

I knew they would grow up to be strong and beautiful, and I knew that Isabella would someday be trained as a queen and Raymond as a king, but that was a little way off. I had the nannies bring them out and lay them on the blankets. I was sitting on the couch, enjoying watching them play, cool, kick, and squirm. I lay down next to them on the blankets and just admired them.

I have not had time to do so with everything that has been going on. I had the pups, and then we had to prepare for a war, and now we are preparing to travel. Being a queen, you live a hectic life. I am not enthusiastic about this trip. I just wanted to return to the palace, raise the pups, and live happily ever after, but that's just a dream. There was a knock at the door of the house. I got up to answer it, and it was that black wolf, a member of the lost Lycan clan.