Falling in love with my Ex's Alpha Chapter 194: Book 2 - Chapter 27

I don’t even know how I managed to get this far.

My mind is a relentless echo chamber, incessantly repeating louder ‘Mate’ with every passing second.

I thought we would be able to get close to one of the places that I know is safe and stay there, but Tyra felt more rogues approaching, which made us continue our journey without stopping.

I thought that after the shift, Nox would talk to me again, but he still hasn’t said anything since he saved my life.

Well, I didn’t say anything either. I’m still trying to get used to the idea that he is, in fact, my fated mate.

Almost a day before we arrived near the cave near our territory, Tyra could no longer find any threat nearby, but I continued running with Nox as if we were being chased.

I just want him to be safe as quickly as possible.

So now that we arrived at the cave to the west, I wasted no time in going directly to the hot springs inside the cave, with Nox by my side, as exhausted as I am.

Maybe even more than me since I no longer smell a trace of his wolf scent, making me doubt for two seconds whether he really is my fated mate.

I don’t even wait for him. I tear my dirty clothes from my body in a hurry and throw myself into the water, causing water to splash around.

The warmth here is just right, comfortably enveloping me. It’s warm enough to bring a slight sheen of sweat to my skin, yet it feels fresh, clean, and utterly comfortable.

The water is so good that I literally moan.

I dip my head beneath the surface, immersing myself in the blissful warmth and darkness, staying submerged until the ache in my lungs signals the need for air.

When I come up again, I hear Nox chuckling.

He is in the water close to the edge, watching me.

He has dipped his head in the water, too, because his hair is wet and has fallen back, and a few drops of water are falling from his chin.

He is sitting, making half of his torso stick out of the water.

His muscular arms are glistening with water, and I can’t stop my eyes from running over every inch of muscle on his sculptural body.

His shoulders are so wide, his neck... suddenly, he’s getting closer and closer to me, and before I know it, we’re already facing each other.

However, it wasn’t him who approached me. It was me who went to him. As always, when it comes to Nox, it seems like my legs have a life of their own.

I watch him take the soap and start cleaning me, I didn’t see when he took it, I was too obsessed with his body to care about it.

Every time his hands touch any part of my body, it just makes me more and more aroused.

I throw my head back when he massages my breasts, fuck, my nipples are hard as a rock.

I lean on the big stone behind me, and he takes my foot out of the water and washes my leg gently. Fuck, little does he know about my dirty thoughts...

He soaps my calf, knee, thigh, and inner thigh, and when he’s close to my pussy I’m already rocking my hips to give myself some relief, eager for him to continue moving up, but he lowers my leg and starts the process again with the other.

When he finishes cleaning me, I violently take the soap out of his hand, frustrated. I tend every inch of his skin with lust in my eyes.

He feels like there’s something different with me because he tries to look into my eyes, but I look away, avoiding our connection.

When I finish cleaning him, he dives into the water, and when he emerges, he appears in front of me, enveloping my body with his giant arms.

He starts walking with me until he pins me with my back against one of the rocks on the edge, where it’s deeper than where we were. My legs automatically wrap around his hips.

He desperately rubs his face against my neck as if he’s trying to smell me more than he can. He holds me tight as if I would run away from him at any moment.

My arms hug his neck, and my hands find his soft hair, “I feel that way, too,” I whisper to him.

He moves back a little to be able to look at me. He can’t say anything with his mouth, but I can understand everything in his eyes. Confusion. Anger. Relief. Lust.

*I feel the same, my Prince.*

I lean forward and capture his soft mouth into a needy and feral kiss.

This is my fated mate. I can’t believe I’m in his arms, feeling him.

His hard cock twitches beneath me, right in the middle of my bottom cheeks, rubbing my pussy. It feels so much larger than I remember it being when I cleaned him.

His tongue invades my mouth, dominating me while his arms press my body, making me delirious and anxious to have him deep inside me.

I break the kiss and breathe heavily, and he wastes no time, and he bites my lower lip. The pang of pain from his bite ignites a fire inside me that not all this fucking water around us could put out.

I remove my hand from his hair, reach between us, and grab his huge cock into my palm immediately. He growls and tightens his arms around me, closing his eyes.

I pump my hands up and down underwater, making a point to gently caress his large head when I notice how he twitches the first time my ass brushes it.

His hips move beneath me, sending him farther into my touch with each stroke as his length touches my pussy. His growls make my pussy begging for him.

I need him.

I need him inside me.

Would that be wrong?

I have no way of getting verbal consent from him because he literally doesn’t say anything.

He’s my fated mate. It wouldn’t be wrong, *would it*?

Fuck! He’s enjoying what I’m doing, that’s for sure, but embracing our mate bond is a whole different story.

I stop stroking his hard cock, and he opens his eyes. His dark blue eyes look at me as if he is being tortured.

Suddenly, Nox takes his own hard cock and positions it right at the entrance to my wet pussy underwater. His look at me is expectant, as if he’s wondering if what he’s doing is right.

Fuck, Prince, this is literally what I needed to continue!

I smile and nod. He immediately shoves his cock inside me all at once.

I let out a loud moan of pain! Oh, my fucking Goddess! He’s much, much bigger than Nige!

I feel him stretching me, I squeeze his neck with my arms to try to bear the pain.

He starts to rock his hips slowly and barely, and the pain that I’m feeling begins to subside.

However, as soon as he hears my moan, he shoves his entire huge cock inside me.

I’m taken by surprise. Wait, was that pain only from half of his cock?

Fuck. My. Life!

He’ll be the end of me!

Before I know it, his mouth is on my neck, kissing my wet skin, biting the tip of my ear.

I moan from the intense pleasure. I knew it would hurt the first time after seeing Nox naked, but I didn’t imagine that his cock would be that big when entirely hard.

Every time he thrusts into my pussy, he does it in such a way that his cock rubs close to my clit every time, making me throw my head back in pleasure and lean on the stone behind me, giving him more access to my neck.

I feel Tyra goes feral inside me as much as I am euphoric.

We can feel our bond with him calling us, making us go wild.

I lean my head sharply forward, without a second thought, and sink my teeth deep into Nox, where his shoulder meets his neck.

He grunts at my bite but continues thrusting into me violently without stopping.

I hold him for a few more seconds, and then I let go. My tongue licks the blood around the mark I made on him.

When I lean back with a huge smile of pride to see my beautiful mark on him, he suddenly stops thrusting inside me.

His eyes are void of any emotion as if he wasn’t here with me, his mouth is half open, his arms let go of me and remain numb at his side.

I’m still holding on to him with my legs, he’s still inside me. In desperation, I cup his face, “Nox?” I try to call him, but he doesn’t answer me.

Oh my Goddess, what have I done?

His hands cover mine around his face, but his gaze remains distant.

My despair increases because this wasn’t supposed to happen! Could it be that I did something wrong?

Fuck! I just wanted to mark him! I didn’t want to break him or something!

His hands tighten a little bit around my hands, and suddenly, his distant dark blue eyes meet mine, and they start to shine.

And then, his handsome countenance twists into an expression I’ve never witnessed.

He smirks.