Falling in love with my Ex's Alpha Chapter 196: Book 2 - Chapter 29

***The Traveler***

She is so tired that she fell asleep with my cock inside her.

My girl carries the world’s weight on her shoulders. She needs a restful break.

I lean my back on the stone behind me; she is settled on my lap with her face resting on my shoulder. I still feel her nipples hard against my skin, drops of water clung to her back, her skin glistened under the the dim light of the cave.

My cock throbs inside her. It wouldn’t take much to have my way again with her.

But reluctantly, I pull my cock out of her with an almost audible sigh.

I reach for the soap without making much movement so I don’t wake her, but I think it would take a lot to get her out of this state. She is sleeping soundly with a light snore.

I start washing her pussy, I can feel my cum coming out of her, and I smile proudly. Then I wash my cock. It’s still as hard as the stone behind me just because I’m touching her or her body is hugging mine. Maybe it’s a combination of both.

I stand with her in my arms and reach for a gray towel that looks like it has seen better days. I wrap as much of it around her as I can and carry her close to the cave entrance.

I drop her gently into what appears to be a nest. I try not to think about all the memories that are popping into my mind all at the same time. I try to focus on what I’m doing so I don’t freak out.

First, I need to take care of my girl!

I dry her off and then dry myself off. I take out a clean shirt from inside one of the backpacks in the cave. I dry as much of her dirty blonde hair as I can, but it isn’t completely dry yet. If I had a hairdryer here...

I remember that before we left, she left a lot of things here in this cave, as well as this ‘nest’ already kind of made.

After dressing her in a shirt much larger than her size, I try not to let it fall off my lap while I cover the nest with the available blankets. Then I lay her down comfortably in the improved nest.

Fuck, she deserves a better place than this. She needs to lie in a real bed.

I cover her with one of the blankets that also looks like it has seen better days.

I look at her beautiful face. She seems lighter, free from her problems.

Her eyes are closed, and her full lips are slightly parted.

This is the only expression I want to see on her face. To have no worries or fears.

I can’t wait any longer. My mind is in chaos! I take the only thing I’m sure belongs to me from her things — my burgundy pajamas.

And then, I let Khai take over my body. He shifts, grabs our clothes with his mouth, and runs out of the cave, racing at full speed.

I feel free, a freedom that I haven’t felt in a long time. With every step that Khai takes, it seems like a different memory invades my mind.

I feel so confused and desperate.

What happened to me? *Why* did this happen to me?

Khai runs like I’ve never seen before. One minute, we’re on one side of the forest; the next, his paws reach the other side of the forest.

I’ve never seen him so strong, so fast, so lethal.

I can remember who I am, my parents. I feel awful for forgetting about them. They are so important to me. How did this happen?

I try to think of my last memory before I lost my memories.

*Focus, Nox, Focus!*

Goddess Selena! I remember talking to her!

Images of our encounter flood my mind, and I internally scream. Khai wants to do the same, but he has my clothes in his mouth, yet I hear him growling due to the chaos in my mind.

After a few minutes that seemed like an eternity, I couldn’t take it anymore.

‘Stop! Khai, please! I need — I need—’

Khai drops my clothes on the ground and shifts. I lie on the ground for a few seconds before getting up and putting on my clothes.

Finally, I can see around me. Trees and more trees surround me. I hadn’t even realized that it was night or that the moon was full, shining in the starry sky.

I can see by the color of the leaves on the trees around me that it is spring.

That’s funny. It seems like we’re a bit past the beginning of spring, not quite in the middle, from what I recall.

I know this path. I recognize some of these trees around me.

I begin to wander, my pace much slower than Khai’s impressive run.

I try to connect my lost memories with my new memories, but it doesn’t make any sense.

Images of my fated mate flood my mind. What is happening?

And then, I come across a place that I recognize, but at the same time, I don’t recognize.

I quicken my step to get closer, but then I start to walk slowly, almost dragging myself when I see the difference around me from where the three sacred trees used to be to what I’m seeing.

No. No. No.

This cannot be possible!

I do a complete turnaround, scanning the area.

Why are the trees so small?

I approach where the wishing tree would be and find the tiny door made with some sticks that are much less worn over time than I remember.

My fingers touch the middle of the small door where it is written ‘A + N’.

My eyes widen and my mouth opens in astonishment.

My other hand touches my head.

I remember when Alexa made this and put it in here. I was here with her.

Could this just mean that... I went back in time?

No, that’s not possible!

My knees weaken, and I kneel on the ground and rest my head on the tree trunk.

My hands cover my face.

No! This isn’t happening!

I can’t believe I’ve finally discovered the huge mystery behind that little door. The N is the abbreviation for Nox!

This means that not only am I back in the fucking past, but my fated mate is none other than a relative of mine!

Ugh! I think I’m going to be sick!

My heart beats faster with all the memories I had with Alexa.

This might just be a terrible joke! This cannot be possible!

My mother said that my great-grandmother Alexa was a human! This doesn’t make sense because I saw Alexa’s beautiful red wolf.

Did my mother lie to me? Why would she do that?

Fuck, that’s not the most important thing right now!

My fated mate is my great-grandmother?

Goddess, you must be playing with my fate!

That damn sacred wishing tree doesn’t even have leaves yet, it’s too tiny! Not that I think it was the wish leaves that brought me here. But if that was the case, then the wish leaves wouldn’t help because they haven’t even been grown on the tree yet!

That’s not right! It was not supposed to be like this!

Fuck!

I don’t like cursing, but fuck. My. Life!

I need to go back to the future! This is not my time! I don’t want to stay here! I want to go back! I want the life I had before back!

I desperately touch the small door, but nothing happens.

Even though I suffered the last time I touched that damn thing and lost all my memories, now all I want most is for it to do its stupid magic again and take me back to the future.

Where this nightmare is not real.

Wait! This could be just a nightmare. Maybe when I wake up—

I feel a shiver run down my spine and turn around abruptly.

Close to where the sacred tree that purifies was supposed to be, there is a glow that I remember seeing before.

Then she appears.

She is just as beautiful, just as celestial, as I remember her.

If I weren’t already on my knees, I would have knelt down for her.

Not only me, but the air, the sky, the trees, and every living being around us seems to bow before her.

“Goddess Selena!”