Falling in love with my Ex's Alpha Chapter 32

***Katherine***

After talking with Chad, I decided to block out any feelings I have for Kaiden. I need to focus on Chad. I can't betray him again.

However, I couldn't help my stubborn heartbeats accelerating, knowing that Kaiden was nearby.

I was almost arriving at the packhouse. Today I went to see a patient who was close to the packhouse, and Chad asked if I could meet him there because he would look very suspicious if he pick me up. I agreed to go there, but I didn't know this would be my heart's reaction.

The heartbeat is involuntary, damn it!

I arrived at the entrance of the packhouse, and the door was open, Chad had left the door open for me so that I could go in because the rain is heavy.

I went in and called for him, but no one came. Just like the other day that Jason and I visited the packhouse, today it is also empty. There's no one here, and the lights are mostly off. I looked down the hall to the left and saw the lights in one of the rooms were on, so I decided to go there.

Well, he's a wolf, he must have heard me coming.

That's what I thought.

Until I heard my name, and my attention was piqued, I knew it was wrong to eavesdrop on the conversation of others, but I couldn't help it, I immediately paid attention to what they were saying.

"I will never accept her, Katie is a human. I will never want to have any relationship with her. What I want from her is just that she follows the contract and that I can win this tournament. That's all. My focus is winning this one tournament and not having any relationship with her. She means nothing to me, I don't need someone weak on my side." Kaiden screamed.

I've never heard so much hate and so much anger from someone as I heard him saying that. I was already at the door when he finished saying.

I stood there for a moment, completely in disbelief.

I couldn't believe what he was saying. I thought our kiss was special, but what he thinks is the complete opposite. I just feel this stupid feeling for him. I'm just the idiot here. Oh, Goddess, I feel so stupid.

The reasons why he said I will never be fit to have a relationship with him broke my heart into a thousand pieces. I felt so small and useless and *rejected*.

What hurts the most is knowing that he was right, but I am still not able to quite believe in it.

He's right about everything, he didn't lie about me being human. And the way he made himself clear of how much he despised me left me broken inside.

I can't breathe, my chest is tightening, and my heart hurts so so much,

I'd like to tell him he's wrong, but he's not.

I wanted to cry out my heartbreak, but I couldn't open my mouth, I thought I had already blocked out any feelings I have for him. But then, why does it hurt so much?

I finally manage to react, I turn and run towards the exit, I can't stand there anymore.

I'm ashamed of myself. I'm ashamed of who I am. I will never be enough. It was having a heavy storm outside, it seemed that the sky was crying with me. It seemed that the sky felt my pain, my racing heart was synchronized with the thunders, and their noise scared me for some reason that I can't explain why.

Since I was 10 years old, I've been afraid of storms, I always make sure I'm home and safe when thunder is forecast. I don't know where this fear came from, but I have the feeling that something is wrong every time it rains like this.

Well, today, I was right. If I hadn't come here, I wouldn't know what he thinks about me. Before heading out the door, they caught up with me.

"Katie, wait. I can explain," Chad said, he tried to hug me, but Kaiden started growling. How can he be so cruel? Maybe he wants me to leave the packhouse immediately.

"What did you hear, Katie?" Jason asked me.

I didn't know whether to tell what I heard or just pretend to faint. I didn't want to repeat what he said. Just remembering it hurts, imagine repeating it out loud?

I always keep to myself everything I feel. I always care more about other people's feelings than my own. But everything has a limit.

I can't even be close to him anymore. I took a deep breath and wiped away the tears that fell down my face that I didn't even know were there.

"I've heard everything you think about me, Alpha. I didn't know you looked down on me so much." I spoke, and my voice came out a little shaky, I took a deep breath to be able to speak clearly and added, "The contract is void. I don't want to have anything with you. Your feelings are mutual." I said firmly.

I didn't expect any reaction from him, he just stared at me wide-eyed with anger, I'm sure he didn't expect me to break the contract, for the little he thinks about me and for his surprised face.

Then, I walked out the door. The storm outside scared me less than facing Kaiden's feelings for me... or the lack of them. Jason, who was far from me, came at me at incredible speed.

"I'll take you home Katie, the storm is strong, come on," he said and opened the car door for me.

I got in, and when he got in and started driving, I finally let myself cry. I didn't care that Jason was there, I couldn't hold back the lump in my throat.

Meeting Kaiden was the worst thing that ever happened to me.

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