Falling in love with my Ex's Alpha Chapter 82

***Jacob***

As soon as I show Jay his room, his room is in the wing where my parents live in the packhouse, he immediately asks me if he can't sleep in mine.

I almost choke to say to him that of course he can't.

I'm not going to lie, the first day he was in my room, and I said I was going to take a shower, and he jokingly said he was going to take it with me, I almost freaked out.

He assured me that it was normal for both of us to do this because we are fated mates. I was very embarrassed, but in the end, I ended up agreeing to his insistence.

He noticed that I was mortified, and as soon as we entered the bathroom, he told me that we could shower in our underwear and that when I was used to it, we would take a shower naked.

And all I could think about that time was when I'm going to get used to it. When will I get used to the fact that my fated mate is a man? I've always dated girls, and I've always been attracted to girls. Not in a thousand years would I have guessed that I would have a man as a mate.

Jason is very different from me. He is a little taller than me and much more muscular compared to my leaner body.

I had already seen him without a shirt, just in shorts, after he shifted, but that situation was totally different.

It was inevitable, I couldn't take my eyes off the water wetting his body, the silhouette of his cock in his wet underwear, the hair on his abdomen... things that I hadn't paid attention to until then, and at that moment, my curiosity was piqued.

After a few visits from him at my home at Diamond Claw, these baths became routine, but always in our underwear.

Until one day, he entered the bathroom first, and I then asked him to come in.

He opened the door and said he was naked. I swallowed hard, but I said it was okay. I was already used to seeing him almost completely naked.

However, it was totally the opposite.

I walked in, and my eyes went straight to his crotch.

I couldn't believe the size of that thing, I thought it was big, but not that big. It was huge, even though it wasn't hard.

I stayed in my underwear. I was unable to take it off, especially seeing the size of that anaconda. Mine was a little worm next to it.

"Are you going to stay like this? Jake! We're mates. There's nothing wrong with being naked in front of each other," He said. Even though I was embarrassed, I got naked too, but my eyes couldn't take off his cock.

It was big, thick, and surrounded by a lot of hair. We finished the shower, and the image of that cock never left my mind, I was really impressed.

After this day, I started to feel anxious waiting for his visits to take a shower with him.

A few days passed, and the baths decreased a little because he was always very busy with his duties in the pack. It's no wonder he's an excellent Beta.

One day, he asked me to use my products to shave his beard, I said it was okay, and he went into the bathroom alone. After a few minutes, I asked to go in to pee.

While he was shaving, I sat on the toilet, talking to him and watching him shave.

As he shaved, his cock kept shaking, and he caught me looking straight at it.

He said, laughing. "What are you looking at? Hey, eyes up here. My face is higher up."

Fuck. I didn't know where to put my face. I wanted to hide. I turned purple with embarrassment and just wanted to get out of there. Even though he said he was joking, I didn't even have the courage to look into his eyes anymore. I went straight to my room and lay down on my bed.

After he finished and took a shower, this time alone, he came over, lay down on the bed with me, stayed silent for a while, and then asked me if I was upset with him.

He repeated again that he was just joking with me. He apologized and said that if he had known I would be so embarrassed, he wouldn't have joked like that.

I felt even worse. This situation was so different from my comfort zone. It seems like I'm doing everything wrong.

He gave me a big hug and pulled me on top of him. I lay on top of him.

Fuck! That was very good.

I've never felt anything like that sensation. I had an instant erection. If I could, I would stay there forever. The feeling of lying on top of him, being caressed on my back and head, made my body shake and my heart pound.

I think we stayed like that for about ten minutes, with him always petting me and asking me if he was forgiven.

Then, I said everything was fine.

"Put on a t-shirt so Katie doesn't see your hard-on, let's go to the living room, and I need to go."

He kissed me on my cheek, very close to my lips, and smiled.

Jay goes to see me whenever he can when I'm leaving the Elite Training Center, but that week seemed to last forever when he only came to see me at my house four days later.

When he arrived, he was just talking to Katie and Chad and didn't pay any attention to me. Afterward, when Chad left, he was still talking to Katie, and I went to my room.

I didn't understand his behavior, and I felt lost, nervous, and a little afraid that I had made him upset with me for some reason.

It was late. I was very disappointed; I had been alone in my room for almost an hour.

He knocked on my bedroom door and said, "Let's take a shower?"

I jumped out of bed so quickly that it was embarrassing. I was so anxious that I didn't even get him an extra towel.

My heart felt like it was going to come out of my mouth. As soon as we entered the bathroom, I simultaneously ripped off my shorts, underwear, and everything.

Unlike me, he went very slowly, removing it piece by piece.

First, the t-shirt, the socks, then the pants, and even slower, he took off his underwear.

It looked like he was showing off to me. I was mesmerized, I couldn't take my eyes off him.

Especially that huge cock between his legs.

"Go ahead. I'm going to shave." He didn't even ask me, and he was already opening the drawer where everything he needed was.

"What? No! I'll just sit here in the toilet and watch you shave." I said, and he gave me a naughty smile.

"Okay, it's up to you."

He started shaving, and I looked at his face, making a tremendous effort not to look down, but I couldn't. It seemed like that cock had a magnet that drew my eyes to it.

He laughed devilishly, and I was embarrassed.

"You can't take your eyes off my cock, can you?" I lowered my head in shame, almost running away. He put his hand on my head, patted it, and said. "Calm down, Jake! You can look all you want. I'm just kidding. It might satisfy your curiosity. That's normal. I'm your fated mate."

I awkwardly raised my head. I looked into his eyes, and he smiled while I tried calming down.

"Do you think I didn't enjoy feeling your hard on my belly that day?" he asked, and I immediately blushed.

He finished shaving, stopped right in front of me with his hard cock at my face. I was mesmerized looking at that huge cock less than an inch from my face. He held his cock, and it became hard.

It was so close to my face that I could feel the heat coming from it.

His cock was pulsing hard, almost touching my lips, and it made me want to hold it, feel it in my hands.

I wanted to see more. I wanted to touch him, smooth his hair, feel him. But he walked away a little before I had the courage to do anything.

I got up from the toilet, and my dick was also hard.

He laughed and said nothing as we took a shower.

I couldn't take my eyes off his cock, which was still standing straight up.

"If you keep looking at my cock, it won't go down, so what? How am I going to get out of the bathroom like this?" he pointed to his cock.

Our shower took forever. It seemed like we kept it from ending and went back to soaping ourselves for the third time without me being able to take my eyes off his cock. He also seemed to really enjoy being there with me.

We remained silent, but he didn't wipe the naughty smirk off his face.

"That face you're making is turning me on," Jay says bringing me back to reality, and I blush completely, trying to ignore all my memories in the bathroom with him.

"Come on, my parents should be here already." I ignore his questioning look of wanting to know what I was thinking, and we go straight to the living room next to our bedrooms after he settles in the room next to mine.

As soon as we enter the living room, my parents come up to us, and my mom hugs me, "Jake! I'm glad you're here!"

My dad hugs me next, "It's good to have you home, son," he says, and I nod as I tighten our hug.

"It's good to be home," I say, and Jason clears his throat.

My parents look at him, he extends his hand to them and speaks as if he is saying the day's forecast, as if it's something silly and simple. "Hi, nice to meet you, I'm Jason, Jake's fated mate."