Falling in love with my Ex's Alpha Chapter 62

He lifts my legs in his arms and licks my folds, now without my panties to get in the way, like he's celebrating a feast.

"I can smell your arousal, I know you want me, Katie," Kaiden says as he looks down at my pussy.

I try to close my legs in embarrassment. "Look at you, you're so soaked!" he says with so much lust that just his voice makes me more turned on.

My face is so flushed that I can feel the blood pounding in my ears. Kaiden wastes no time and starts licking me, and I can't resist anymore. I moan with pleasure, and he starts to growl.

"So fucking sweet! This is the best flavor I've ever tasted," he praises.

He explores every corner of my pussy with his tongue, and I can feel that I'm on edge. If he runs his tongue over my clit one more time, I won't be able to take it.

He not only licks my clit once more but also bites gently. I can't resist anymore, and I start moaning with pleasure.

An enormous pleasure washes over me. I come, and all my muscles contract and relax in an incredible way that I've never felt before.

"So fucking pretty," he whispers.

When I realize, I had my eyes closed, and then I open them, as Kaiden gives me one last kiss on my pussy and closes my legs, I put my hand on my face in shame, and his naked body walks away from me.

I sit leaning against a tree and put my hand on my face.

What just happened?

Oh, my Goddess! Kaiden and Troy licked me until I came. I still don't believe it. How am I going to look at him now? A mixture of panic, embarrassment, and fear starts to take over me, suppressing the wave of pleasure from a few seconds ago.

After a few minutes, he comes back wearing black shorts.

He approaches me, and I can see through the moonlight his distant, hesitant gaze.

He lowers himself to a kneel, positioning himself directly in front of me, I instantly close my legs, trying to forget what happened minutes ago. How embarrassing!

We are silent, looking at each other. I look at his scar, and I remember minutes ago, I was running my fingers over it, and I decide to break the silence, "Kaiden... What happened?"

He takes a deep breath, he turns his face towards the moonlight and stares at the moon for a while.

I also look at the moon, and suddenly, I remember that gossip I heard Chloe tell months ago, I had totally forgotten! She said that he kills for pleasure every full moon and that everyone in the pack knows that. That's one of the reasons they are so fearful of Kaiden and avoid him at all costs. I didn't even remember that gossip; maybe if I had remembered, I don't think I would have come here because, by coincidence, today is the full moon!

My heart began to race at the realization of the information.

Wait... Is that why he was unrecognizable when I found him? Had he already killed someone?

No way... what if he hasn't been killed yet and is still looking for his next victim?

I look around me... We are alone. WE ARE ALONE.

What if he kills me? He wouldn't do that, *would he*?

He snaps me out of my thoughts and starts talking in an anguished voice, "Katie, I'm going to tell you a story that happened to me years ago when I was 15," meeting my gaze, he places his hands firmly on his bent knee, "I was in a battle, and I killed a rogue who had a witch as a mate. I didn't know at the time... if I'd known what awaited me I would never have gone to that battle," he pinches his fingers to the bridge of his nose as he speaks, "The witch was furious because I killed her mate and to get revenge she cast a spell on me," he puts his hands back on his knees and squeezes as if holding back his anger, I widen my eyes when I hear him tell about the spell, but I don't say anything, I wait for him to continue, he looks at me as if he's looking for right words, and then continues, "because of this spell, every full moon I had to kill someone to sate my bloodlust," my heart starts to get faster and faster.

That's it!

It's now that I die!

This is the part of the movie where the idiot one dies by going into the forest alone with the big cursed wolf on the loose.

For lack of notice? *Certainly, it was not*!

He notices my reaction and adds, "Calm down. I won't hurt you!" he says with his hands up in surrender, I clasp both my hands together and try to calm myself with a deep breath, and he continues, "In the beginning, the witches who lived here in the pack tried everything to reverse the spell, but nothing they did manage to completely undo the spell. But, at least, they were able to lessen the effect. Instead of me needing to consume human blood, now I just need to kill one animal. I usually kill a bear or a deer, and that's enough," he pauses to wait for my reaction, I think he senses my heart has slowed from its frantic beats as he continues, "So every full moon, I have to do this or Troy goes crazy... as you saw. I am obliged to do this in order not to attack my pack members."

I look at him and try to absorb this information.

Oh, my Goddess! I was judging him this whole time like everyone else in the pack.

He doesn't kill because he wants to, he kills because of a spell. He is obliged to do this.

Also, contrary to what others think, he doesn't kill any innocent members of the pack, just animals.

I felt ashamed for believing other people's gossip.

"But everyone in the pack... they think—"

"I don't care what they think!" he cuts me off, "as long as they're safe for me, it doesn't matter what they think about me!" he speaks coldly.

We were silent, looking at each other until he looked away to the moon, and his face became more serene.

I try to decipher it, but it seems impossible. Why doesn't he care to deny the gossip?

"So you mean you never see a full moon?" I ask, and he nods his head, looking away from the moon and looking at me, I put my hands over my mouth and widen my eyes in disbelief.

The moon is the deity of all wolves. It's something normal every full moon for wolves to appreciate it, and feel stronger and invigorated. If this spell happens every full moon, then it means that he not only becomes ferocious but also cannot follow his basic instinct, which is to worship the moon... What an evil spell!

Even I like to admire the full moon, and I'm wolfless. This is something basic in all packs.

"Are you always in a fierce state and can't appreciate the moon?" he nods again, answering my question, but now he looks at me with a sad look that I've never seen him do. Usually, he's so angry, furious, or bossing around that it's quite surprising for me to see him with that look... so *vulnerable*. I feel like it's a gift to see this other side of him.

However, witnessing the sadness etched across his face feels like a relentless assault on my heart, each blow shattering it into a thousand fragments. It's an ache I can't ignore, an overwhelming desire to reach out and offer him solace, to envelop him in an embrace so tight it would banish his sorrow forever and never let him go.

But sadly, I can't do that.