Falling in love with my Ex's Alpha Chapter 94

"Please, Kaiden, no!" I beg him, my heart starts to speed up. "Listen to me, I don't want to, you're hurting me–"

He loosens his grip on my wrists a little and growls, looking into my eyes, our noses almost touching. "You're mine. You have to thank me for marking you. You're only human, Katie, why you're being so reluctant?" he shouts at me, "other females would be begging for my mark!"

Oh, Kaiden... You have no idea how much I would love to have your mark.

But hearing him talk about other females wanting his mark makes me so hateful that I can't think straight, and my lips go towards his furious mouth.

He is taken by surprise but starts kissing me deeply. With one hand, he takes off my panties so quickly I think he ripped them.

He finishes lifting my dress and takes it over my head, exposing my breasts to him and returning his hand to the strong grip on my wrists over my head.

He shoves his big cock into me without a second thought. I could scream with the pain when I feel the extension of his entire cock inside me, but he doesn't let go of my lips, he consumes my screams.

My nipples are hard, I'm completely naked while he still has his pants on.

My pussy is so wet that I expected it to be less painful. Even with our fight, just being close to him turns me on, and I can't deny it... it makes me even wetter to be held by him so tightly and with so much possessiveness.

"Oh, goddess!" I moan as he draws his lips from mine and moves towards my neck. Every thrust his cock gives me is a mixture of pain and pleasure that makes me curl my toes. My hands lose the strength they were trying to free themselves from Kaiden's firm grip.

At this point, I simply don't care about anything anymore. Everything is so delicious, so pleasurable. How is that wrong?

I feel Kaiden's hand squeeze my breast and move toward my neck. I feel his touch on the necklace my dad gave me, and I remember the spell.

No, I can't let him break the spell! But I also can't reveal the reason to him. I need to protect my pack.

I feel him opening his mouth to bite me, his breath panting against my neck. "Kaiden, please don't mark me," he doesn't move his mouth forward to bite, but the thrusts continue into my pussy, "I-I... It's because... I don't want you to mark me," I lie again. "If you can't handle this, you better reject me," I say with a sinking heart.

He cups my face aggressively with his free hand. "Never!" he shouts furiously at me and slaps me across the mouth, "don't ever say that again! Do you understand me?" I feel the pain of his slap, and I feel my lips starting to swell. His eyes meet mine, "I'll do what you're asking... for now. But I'll never reject you."

I melt when I hear him say that, and I lean my face towards his lips. I kiss him deeply even though it hurts, my swollen lips become even more sensitive with the fierce kiss he responds to.

I don't need much, after a few thrusts, I come hard on his big cock and feel the wave of pleasure dominating my body. His orgasm doesn't take long, and then I hear his grunts and feel him coming inside me.

The feeling is so perfect. Surreal.

He was made for me.

He lies down next to me and drags my body on top of him with his cock still inside me.

"I haven't marked you now, but I'm going to mark you. You're my mate and you can't live without my mark. I'm going to mark you before we go to Diamond Claw." He speaks seriously, leaving no room for argument, and I remain silent because I don't know what to say.

My eyes start to fill with tears, and my mind is worried about how I'm going to get out of this situation because we're going back to his pack in two days.

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"I don't know what to do anymore," I cry in my mom's lap, feeling the nostalgia when I was a child and was scared because I had a nightmare.

After Kaiden went to his room, I waited a moment and came to my parents' room; they were almost going to sleep. However, they are no longer trying to sleep because I am lying in bed with them, crying uncontrollably, without knowing what to do.

My mom caresses my back, and my father takes my hair out of my face and wipes my tears that don't stop flowing, "I asked him to reject me, and he didn't want to, I told him not to mark me, but he said he is going to do this at any moment and I don't know what else to do," I say between sobs, "I know I need to protect our pack but I don't know what to do to stop Kaiden from marking me."

My parents remain silent, looking at each other without saying anything. I'm sure they are talking via mindlink. But I don't care, I keep crying.

"Sunshine, we thought a lot about what we could do..." my mother begins to speak while still stroking my back. "All we want most is your happiness, but your safety and the pack safety are also our priorities, I'm saying this like your parents and like your Alpha and Luna."

"I know, I don't blame you," I say, still with my head down.

"Will you tell her?" my mother asks my father. After a few seconds, he starts talking.

"Sunshine, ask Kaiden to wait until the tournament is over. Ask him to wait to mark you until then," he says in a defeated voice.

"But what about the pack's safety?" I ask them, lifting my head and looking at the two without understanding why they would accept this with so much consequence if that happens.

"We thought a lot, and if Kaiden wins the tournament and he marks you, not only will our pack, but you will have the greatest possible security as Luna Queen," my father says, with a slightly apprehensive look, as if he wasn't so sure. "He will be able to protect you as Alpha King, you and our pack will have the full protection of Royal warriors."

I hadn't stopped to think about it, but they are right. There will be no greater protection than this! However, there is still the possibility that Kaiden will not win.

"What if he doesn't win?" The question runs through my mouth as soon as I think about the possibility. My heart sinks with this option because I know how invested Kaiden is in this tournament. I know how important this tournament is to him, and now, more than anything, this is extremely important to me too.

This time, my mother answers me, "if he doesn't win, you can stay hidden here in our pack, just like your grandmother, I'm sure everyone will protect your secret, Sunshine."

"You won't be able to live in Kaiden's pack because it will be too risky, it will be safer for you here," my father adds.

"But what about the safety of our pack if that happens?" I can't think about myself, only about our pack and the sacred trees.

My father wipes my tears and says gently, "Sunshine, you've already done too much for our pack, we don't want you to suffer even more from this situation, we will deal with future invasions..." The sadness in his eyes makes me even more hesitant.

No, I can't accept that. If Kaiden doesn't win the tournament, I won't let him mark me.

I need to protect my pack and the sacred trees.

It's my duty.

My hand goes towards my grandmother's necklace around my neck, and it feels like a reminder of how important the spell is.

I can't be selfish and put my happiness before innocent people. In addition to the danger we would face if someone used the powers of the sacred trees to do evil things.

"That option doesn't exist for me, dad." I say firmly, suddenly, the tears stop rolling down my cheek, "if Kaiden doesn't win, I won't let him mark me. I would never put all of you at risk," I say and hug them both at the same time.

They don't say anything, they just hug me and I feel the comfort of their affection. I love my parents, they are the best parents anyone could have.

If something happened to them or my brother, I would never forgive myself.

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I wake up, and a bittersweet anticipation fills me as I realize it's the last day I'll wake up in my cozy room at my packhouse. Today, I'll be returning to the bustling pack that I now call home. But right now, I'm wrapped in the warmth of nostalgia, reflecting on the wonderful trip that brought me back here.

Sunlight filters through the curtains, casting a soft, golden glow across my room. A subtle aroma of fresh-cut flowers lingers in the air, thanks to the bouquets thoughtfully placed in the room by my mom, a sweet reminder of our family tradition.

Still lying in bed, as I gaze out the big window, I catch a glimpse of the lush garden below, bathed in the morning light. The vivid flowers in the garden below bloom in a riot of colours. It's a scene of tranquillity, a stark contrast to the urban jungle I've grown accustomed to.

I can't help but smile as my eyes go towards where the sacred trees are. I'll never forget Kaiden's reaction to meeting them... and our perfect sex there, too. My face flushes at that thought.

The delicious homemade meals, the heart-to-heart talks with my parents, and the joy of reuniting with my pack members.

This trip marked my life, as many things were revealed. Char is my brother's mate, my parents met Kaiden, and above all of it, I know about my true identity.

I'm a she-wolf.

I still can't believe it, but that thought easily gets pushed aside when I think that I still have to face Kaiden and tell him that he can't mark me until the tournament.

It seems that just thinking about it made me summon him because suddenly Kaiden enters the room without even knocking.

He comes towards my bed and gets under my blanket. He doesn't say anything, he starts kissing me and pulling my body close to him.

"Good morning," I tell him between kisses, I smile as my hand strokes his soft hair.

He doesn't respond, he goes straight to my neck and kisses me. He knows that there is my weak spot, anytime he does that, I feel my legs go wobbly and all my control is dissipated.

"I need to be inside you, my little sun, I need to feel that wet pussy of yours begging for my cock inside it," he says close to my ear, and I get even wetter when he talks to me like that, my face turns red with embarrassment because I know what he says is true.

"I have a proposal for you," I say softly to him, trying to control the desire inside me to just take off my clothes. This captures his attention.

"And what can you suggest to me that I can't take by force?" he says with a cocky smile.

"I'll let you mark me," I tell him, and he smiles arrogantly.

"I was going to mark you anyway, but if it makes you feel better saying that... fine by me," he says arrogantly towards my neck.

"Wait!" I shout before he does something rash, "I'm not done yet," I say and he retracts and looks back into my eyes. "I'll let you mark me IF you win the tournament and become the next Alpha King," I emphasize the 'if'.

Anger takes over his face.

"What the fuck?"