The Alpha Prince's Abused Mate Chapter 152

ARIA

The ride back to the palace is riddled with a good tension with the way the alpha prince is holding and caressing my hand tightly.

I just knew with his sticky gaze that something will go down the drain today and it’s definitely our clothes peeling off from our body.

“Take us to the cabin,” he commanded the driver who turned the car around.

I still saw Lucas’ car stopped as we passed by it.

When we reached the cabin, I did not think twice and pulled him to me and kissed him passionately.

I do not know why I am doing this and if I am kissing him right but I still did it anyway.

The alpha prince froze for a second when I caught him off guard but he took control of the pace right after.

Setting me up on the table, he settled in between my legs and cupped my breasts inside my top unceremoniously.

I let out a gasp inside his mouth and opened my lips bigger for him to give him more access.

Like all the other things and places in the palace, his kisses are also familiar.

I know I have kissed him before and I want to remember that so badly even if it’s just a dream or a beautiful illusion.

I clung onto his neck tighter, molding my softness into every ridge of his harness feeling all of him in the process. It felt like heaven and I do not want to let go.

This is the kind of thing that you want to protect with all of your life.

“Alana…” I heard him whisper, making me stop all of the sudden.

He still kept on kissing me while I just stared at his closed eyes wanting him to open them so he could take back that name he just called.

But he did not and so I had to swallow the pain in my throat and continued letting his hands go further down until he reached the button of my jeans.

He suddenly stopped and shook his head.

“No, I don’t want to do this until you remember me. I don’t want to take advantage of you.”

He took steps back, his red face all over from lust and pleasure as he took breath after breath.

“You don’t know how much self-control I should muster just to restrain myself to have you now. I promised myself not to take advantage of you so please, do not come any closer to me.”

But instead of obeying him, I took off my top and my bra while walking up to him. He gulped as his eyes caught fire staring at my perky breasts proudly displayed in front of him.

This is the boldest thing I have ever done in my whole life, not turning my back on my mate and plotting to kill the alpha prince.

Something in me needs to be scratched and I want him to ease that itch. I only want him to do that to him.

I took his hand and guided it towards my exposed breast, letting it cup it and squeeze it lightly.

I don’t know where this audacity comes from. It’s definitely not because of my initial plan of killing the alpha prince because frankly speaking, that doesn’t cross my mind these days anymore.

Though I still have the vial of poison but I do not have any ounce of intention of using it to him.

“Then I am giving you the chance to take advantage of me. Why are you hesitating when you have all the right to do that? Alpha prince, do not suffer. I am here for you to take. Do everything you want to do with me. I am all yours. I am your servant, your wh-”

“Please, do not ever say that,” he cut me off and removed his hand on my breast and put back my bra and shit on me. “You are not that kind of person for me. I have so much respect for you.”

His finger caressed my swollen lip as he took in a long breath.

“Does it not hurt at all when I kiss you? When I hug you?”

I shook my head. “No, not at all? Why would it hurt?”

He blinked and confusion registered in his eyes. “Really? But before? Do you still have the urge to kill someone whenever you get enraged?”

Wait, how did he know that? Laughing to hide my confusion, I lip my lip to seduce him.

“What are you asking?” I asked and let my hand wander into his shirt “So, can we do it now?”

He sighed and caught my hands. “No, no, please not now.”

I snapped and laughed derisively at him. I don’t care that he is the alpha prince. I am just fucking pissed at how he rejects me now. “I do not understand you, alpha prince. One second, I can read in your eyes that you want me but when I tried to make a move on you, you pushed me away again. I am not your mate. I am not Alana. Wait, that's what’s stopping you. Do not be gentle on me. Do whatever you want with me, will you? You can tie me, spank me, beat me, make me your sex doll.”

He continued shaking his head. “No, that is wrong. I can never do that to you.”

“Why?” I arched my brows at him. “Is it because you think I am her even when I am not?”

He clenched his jaws and looked at the ceiling in exasperation. “That is not the reason why I took you here.”

“Then for what purpose, alpha prince? I am your whore. Do whatever the fuck you want with me.”

“Please stop calling yourself that! You are not a whore. You are not one and I would never take advantage of you.”

Ah, he should have just slapped me rather than make me feel like I am the most undesirable woman in this world. He knew me to be a prostitute and yet, he would not make his way on me because I must have been disgusting to him.

I grinned to hide my embarrassment. The more he refuses me, the more he’s bruising my ego.

“So, this is why your mate died. Because of your indecisiveness. She died because you are a fucking coward.”

He instantly turned pale upon hearing that and the next thing that happened made me curse at myself.

“Shit! Alpha prince!” I exclaimed in shock.

Why the hell would I even say that to him?!

Just look at what I did to him!