The Alpha Prince's Abused Mate Chapter 35

Alana

I also do not know why I did that. But what I just know at this moment is I want to brand him too just like what he did to me. I want no one to take interest in him because I had him imprinted too.

He is in me and I am in him.

I want him to know this early that he owns me and I own him. It might sound like a very ambitious statement knowing that he is the alpha prince while I am just nothing compared to him but for once, I chose to follow my heart.

“I miss you so much,” he said, pressing his head unto me, his breathing ragged and his face all flushed from the contact. “Please do not go far away from me again, okay? I won’t let you go from me again ever again.”

He cupped my face and bridged our gap while carrying me into his arms towards the cabin house. I let him feel his warm body, the last time I am going to feel since I will be going later at midnight.

I have already decided. I am going to accept the offer of the alpha king. I will be the ambassadress from the castle to the village. I will go back to the place where I was once treated like an animal.

I will go back and take my revenge against those people who wronged me. That is my kind of justice. That is the justice the alpha king has given to me.

William continued kissing me, kneading my breast from my shirt while pinning me on the wall demonstrating how much he misses me.

I am drunk too from the burst of sensation that I am feeling and experiencing for the first time. I don’t have a hold of my mind anymore. All I want is William, nothing more but only him.

When he carried me to the bed and set me back down, I just closed my eyes and let him. This is right. I felt no other protest in my heart.

Before I leave, I want to give myself to William in every way I can.

But the kiss I was expecting did not happen. Opening my eyes, I gasped when I saw William holding the scroll of order that the alpha king gave me.

“W-William…”

“What is this?” he asked in a restrained voice waving the paper in his hand. “Alana, what is the meaning of this?”

“The alpha king gave that to me,” I answered in a small voice.

“The alpha king… wait, what is it this time? What do they want from you again? Why do they keep on breaking us apart from each other?”

He stood up hastily and ran out of the door.

I chased after him outside. “William! William! Where are you going?”

“To my father. I will tell him everything. I will confess that you are my mate.”

I grabbed his arm and pleaded. “No, please do not do that. I have decided to accept it. I am going back to my hometown as the ambassadress from the capital.”

Under the moonlight, I saw him stiffened with disappointment and disbelief. “W-What?”

I swallowed the lump in my throat and decided to at least own up with my decisions. “I am sorry that I did not have the chance to tell you. I am sorry, William.”

He shook his head and tore the paper apart. “No, I will not let you leave me. You are my mate, the one I have waited for so long! We are supposed to be together forever! Inseparable. I will talk to my father now not to let you. I will ask him to let us get married right away.”

My hold on his arm tightened as I tried to communicate to him sincerely. “No, William. Please, don’t do this.”

And when he saw the conviction in my eyes, he could only fall into his knees and hugged my legs. “Alana, please. Don’t go. Don’t leave me here, please.”

My tears fell when I felt his cold hands on my skin. The alpha prince is on his knees in front of me begging for me to stay. Only if I have a choice. Only if I can stay here with him without doubts, insecurities, and questions.

I knelt down too to cradle his face. “I have decided, William. This is the best thing I could do for myself. When I was at Roan, I learned so many things and that is for me to look forward to the future, I have to face my past.”

He kept on shaking his head not wanting to accept what I just said.

“I am sorry William but I really have to do this, okay. I have to go back. I have to redeem myself. I have to find confidence of some sort.”

He held both of my hands and kissed them earnestly. “I can do that for you. Please, if you want revenge, then I will come with you. Let’s have revenge together. Alana, please. I cannot take a day without you by my side.”

“I have to do this alone. Only then will I be able to be whole for you. Please understand me, okay. Please.”

Silence passed by us. We are looking at each other trying to say things through our eyes that words could not.

Finally, William stood up indifferent now.

“I… I will never understand the fact that you will leave. I can never understand that.”

“William…” I sobbed while trying to hold his hand.

“I love you, Alana. I am willing to leave all of these for you. Alana, just please don’t leave. Don’t go.”

I gasped for air and shook my head. My heart is bleeding but my mind is telling me that I am deciding for the better. I may be ignorant and uneducated for the most part but it feels like this decision is ordered by my common sense.

“I am sorry, William.”

He did not say anything and just left quietly.

Until I left back to my hometown at midnight, I did not see William around.

Francine and I waited for him to come by in our convoy but no William came. “Come on now, Ms. Alana. The alpha prince may be upset now but I am sure he will come around too.”

I scanned the whole castle one last time before climbing inside the car.

“I hope so, Francine. May he find in his heart to forgive me,” I uttered into the air hoping it would reach William.