The Alpha Prince's Abused Mate Chapter 52

Alana

“Don’t go, please. Don’t leave me here, William.”

I tightened my arms around his waist, pressing my face further into his wide back smelling his intoxicating scent.

I miss him so much. I miss William. I miss my mate in every way possible.

I felt his hands on top of mine as he turned around to cup my face, wiping the tears on my face.

“I am only waiting for you to say that.” He leaned in and kissed my closed eyes down to my nose until he reached my lips where he planted soft kisses. Then, he rested his forehead on mine as we gasped together with how it felt good to be finally touching and kissing each other again.

“Gosh, how I miss doing this with you, Alana. The weeks without seeing you and touching you like this is such a torture.”

He kissed my lips again and drew me closer into his body. “Let’s not do that to each other, okay? Let’s first talk it out. I don’t want both of us to ever go through that again, okay?”

My tears started falling again as I nodded. “I’m sorry,” I whispered and broke out in a sob. “I’m sorry for being hardheaded. You told me not to come back here because you know how they hurt me…” My voice trailed off but William squeezed my chin urging me to go on, to tell him everything.

And I was comforted with the fact that he will always be on my side motivating me to share my feelings and sentiments with him.

“And you are right, William. You are right when you told me that I will only be so badly hurt when I come back. Every place that I visited here, every memory I have in this place, reminds me of how my own father abused me, of how he whipped me and treated me like I am some kind of a monster.”

He took me back into his arms letting me cry it all in his shoulders.

“Shh, it’s okay. It’s me who should be saying sorry to you. I did not understand you enough to realize that you needed this. You have to get your power back and the only way for you to do that is to come back here and win yourself over.”

He wiped the tears on my face again and caressed my swollen eyes. “I was too selfish because I only want you for myself. I want to win all your battles not knowing that I could be more useful to you if I would just be there behind you, supporting you and patting you on the back.”

He smiled at me softly. “My mistake is that I forgot how strong you have become in just a short amount of time. Jealousy blinded me. I thought you won’t need me anymore but looking at your eyes now, I just realized how you needed me and how you have depending on me in times when your feelings are overwhelming you. I’m sorry if I was not there in those hard times, Alana. I’m so sorry, my mate.”

Still crying loudly, I threw myself back at him and kissed him thoroughly with the best that I can imitating how he kisses me.

He responded by tilting my face so he could have a better access to my lips.

Before I knew it, he already carried me into his arms back into the bed where he lay me down gently without breaking the kiss.

Panting for breath, he raised his head to look at me and then swoon back into my mouth to rain me with more tender kisses.

But his small kisses felt not enough anymore. I want more. I want him to not hold back while kissing me. I want him to lose his focus too while we are in the moment just like what he always does with me.

I want to see how beautiful he would be while being lost with me.

My hands gripped the fabric of his shirt as I lifted my gaze at him so he could read what was in my eyes.

William knew what I wanted right at that moment but for some reasons, something is still holding him back.

Blinking the rejection away, I tried to push him away from being on top of me with flushed cheeks. How embarrassing for me to seduce him!

But he did not let me get out of the bed and instead held the back of my neck and kissed me passionately that I could only close my eyes back again and opened my mouth for his tongue.

It’s the first time he kissed me this way. There is always that hunger when he kisses me but he makes sure to control himself. But now, he is unleashing the monster inside him by literally devouring my mouth.

Joy surged in my heart but that only lasted for a few seconds when he pulled back with wide eyes as if he had made a big mistake.

Hurt, I asked him the question that has been in my mind from day one. “Are you ashamed of me William?”

He turned back in an instant towards me. “Ashamed? Me? Of you? There is no way that I would be ashamed of you, my Alana!”

He came up to me and touched my puffy lips. “How could you even think of that?”

“Then do you find me ugly? Undesirable? Do my scars turn you off, that is why you are forcing yourself to kiss me even though you don’t want to?”

To my surprise, he chuckled and took my hand and put it on top of his pants. He made me felt the steely hardness between his legs.

I jerked wanting to jump away from him but he steadily gripped my hand so it would just stay there touching his manhood under his jeans.

“Tell me if this is the kind of reaction a man would have if he finds his woman unattractive.” I felt his warm eyes poring over me as his other hand caressed my neck down to the crevices above my chest.

“You make me this fucking hard, Alana. Just the sight of your face is enough to make me feel hard rock over and over again.”

I gulped and grabbed his manhood in the palm of my hand. “Can I touch it? I want to touch it.”

Taken aback in both shock and excitement, he loosened his grip on my hand. “Alana…”

I looked up at him begging. “Please? Will you let me? Can I feel it, William?”