The Tripartite Mate Bond Chapter 130: CHAPTER HUNDRED AND THIRTY

I couldn't stop the tears that spilled from my eyes, nor the immense guilt that overpowered me as sobs wracked my body.

“Luna, what's wrong?” I heard from voices I couldn't make out. I just wanted to die along with my child, the one I never got the chance to even feel its heartbeat.

I wasn't ever going to hold them, see them or even know their gender. I'd spent a great deal of the time I'd known them resenting the person that was responsible for their existence and I began to think that if I'd been elated or even remained back there, I wouldn't have had to sacrifice my baby for the life of my mate.

I felt selfish, wicked and I hated myself at that moment.

I'd been warned of this possibility and I didn't even think twice about sacrificing them. I guess my parents were right, my hands were dark and all it did was destroy things.

Arms lifted me up from the wooden bench we'd been lying on for the procedure and incantations. I was crying and bawling my eyes out and the sparks that usually made me smile only made me repulsed.

I didn't want to be held or comforted or told how it wasn't my fault.

I wanted to wallow in my self loathing because I deserved it and no ray of sunshine was meant to touch me.

“Aurora, are you alright?” Elena asked and I could sense how tired she was because even though the voice was inside my mind, it still sounded far away and weak.

She had given so much for me and I couldn't ask any more from her.

“I fucked up, Elly. I fucked up so bad,” I groaned, scrunching up in a pain so harsh I couldn't stop crying.

She held me but I knew she needed more attention than me.

“Chris?” I called weakly.

“Yes Luna, what do you need?” He rushed over to me, thankfully back in his human form.

“Carry Elena back to her room. Please make sure she eats and rests. Fang, you too, go and sleep,” I commanded in my strongest voice possible which sounded more like whining.

I didn't want the entire pack to see my weakness but it was harder than ever.

I looked over at Ares, and I couldn't even be happy that he'd survived the near death attack.

Doctor Ben had finished checking up on him and was about to leave when we heard a ruckus at the pack gates.

Ares groggily sat up and whispered something that I couldn't catch.

I guess my super hearing abilities were on holidays due to the pain my body felt.

I wasn't only dizzy with pain but I was wracked with sadness and guilt so I guess that contributed to it.

But one thing that was obvious was the vengeful return of the fire in me and it was all I could do to stop myself from letting it consume me, after all, nothing would happen to me; I was fire itself and I couldn't burn myself.

“What did you say?” I asked Ares who was trying to sit up but he was still too weak. His body had been trying to heal him so hard and all his energy was drained as a result of that.

Hopefully after a warm meal, he'll be back to normal.

“It's Zelda, the pack witch. She's at the gate so I was telling them to let her in but I was using the wrong mode to communicate. Mindlink is less, ugg,” he groaned in pain and I could sense the idea of pain was strange to him and he must have been going through a lot of it.

A stupid thought crossed my mind; maybe I should have let them cut the poison off along with his leg, maybe my child would have still been alive but I shook away the thought. All of this was my fault and only I could repair it.

“Okay. How are you feeling?” I asked, still communicating with the mindlink as I was scared using my voice might lead to my pain leaking out of my voice.

“Like I've had a boulder dropped on top of my head. And my nose is probably destroyed as well cause I smell something… bloody,” he said, his nose trying to sniff the loss that was all over my body.

“Don't strain your body too much. We'll figure everything out when you feel stronger,” I said to him and he relaxed.

The pain wracked my body again, this time more punishing than before and I buried my face in the nook of his neck, looking for comfort that I didn't deserve.

I heard footsteps and I struggled to sit up but the pain was stronger, more aggravating than before.

“My daughter warned you of this, Alpha Ares,” I heard a strange voice and I looked up from my crying and despair, winning this small battle against my body.

She was dark, hair in locs and her white teeth made her look angelic.

“You warned him about what exactly?” I asked, my voice barely recognizable from an overflow of dark emotions.

“About blood, his and yours. I mean, at the time, I didn't understand what it really meant but immediately I realized it, I had to rush down here. Look, you must not follow that path that's on your mind. There's so much good in the world and you'll experience them but you need to think about your actions. Their consequences are grave,” she warned in a scary tone but I wasn't intimidated by it.

I felt Ares begin to doze off beside me and it only made me twitch in multiple emotions, prominent of them being anger and guilt.

“Thank you for coming but you're quite late. Everything is gone,” I replied as I freed myself from Ares’s tight embrace and struggled to sit up.

“But it's not! You still have a lot to live for. Don't do it!” She warned and the pack members looked at us like we were speaking in a foreign language.

“Miss Zelda, welcome. What kept you so long?” I heard Axel’s weary voice as he came out of the big door to the pack house.

“My daughter was sick. A strange occurrence I must tell you and it defied all types of medications until last night. She simply woke up fine and I rushed down here but it seems I'm late,” she said sadly, looking at me with sad eyes.

I didn't blame her; I mean she knew what it meant to sacrifice everything else for your child which selfish me couldn't comprehend and now I've lost them. It wasn't such a terrible idea to do something about it so her warnings only gave me more drive.

I raised my hand and Axel rushed to me, his face confused.

When he finally helped me get up, I heard the loud gasps from the pack. I was wearing a blue gown today so I was sure they were having an eye full of my bloodied behind.

“Princess, what's the problem?” Axel asked, wondering what the gasps were about. He didn't see it immediately because my head was on his shoulder and his hand was around my waist but as he turned around to look at the pack, their reaction showed him where to look.

The pause of his feet in shock made me stumble but he quickly caught me.

He made to talk but I shook my head; I just wanted to go inside and wallow in my sadness for a moment and then I'll do what I needed to do.

I had no idea how she figured out what was on my mind and why on earth she believed it was such a bad thing but I was done with this stupid war and I was going to take it to them this time around.

No matter how strong their magic was, I had a dragon and the pure wrath from the desire for vengeance.