The Tripartite Mate Bond Chapter 146: CHAPTER HUNDRED AND FORTY-SIX

“Mama talk to me, what's going on?” Ares asked me again, my naked form quivering with gut wrenching sobs as guilt enveloped me.

“Please punish me, I'm a horrible person,” I begged, hoping for anything to take away this intense feeling I had deep inside me.

“Punish you? What on earth for?” Asked Axel and the confusion in their voices made me feel guiltier. I just needed to summon the courage to tell them but I wasn't ready for their hatred, not just yet.

They saw me as some innocent, perfect girl but I was a murderer who enjoyed the act, it didn't matter that I did it in another realm, the one I did here was a testament to my true nature. I felt irredeemable.

“Mama look at me,” Ares demanded and he pulled my face up from his chest so I was staring into his beautiful eyes. “You're out mate and nothing you could ever do will be enough to make us hate you, okay?” How did he know what I was thinking? “And yes, I know that's what's on your mind. It's written all over your face so calm down and talk to us, okay? This is the safest space for you and you know you can trust me to put your feelings above everything else,”

“That's true princess. You might be the queen and Luna everybody gets but you're our mate first and we're damned if we let anything destroy that so feel free to tell us what's bothering you, okay?”

“I killed a man,” I dropped the bomb.

They acted like I dropped fireworks instead.

“And… I don't get it. There are so many bad guys everywhere these days, it's kind of unavoidable,” Axel replied and I shook my head.

“It's not like that. When I first killed those rogues, it was in the middle of battle, it was either them or me. Well, I guess that was similar in this case but you get me. I could have found another way out of there without killing him so brutally but you know what's worse? I enjoyed it. Although he's a complete jerk, a misogynist and he nearly raped me the last time I was there but still, I squashed him like a little bug without feeling a twinge of guilt and I had no right to do that,” I poured out, my burden lightening up a bit when they didn't overreact or anything.

In fact, Axel was smiling down at me like he was proud? The alpha confused me sometimes.

“Shut up Axel, don't invalidate her feelings. It's no joke,” Ares snapped at his brother.

“Oh, I'm sorry. You're right,” he quickly apologized, carrying a heap of guilt as well. I touched him, the sizzling bond between us making me feel dazed for a moment.

“It's okay, I'm just happy you guys didn't throw me out,” I said with a smile.

“The first time I killed someone, it was in cold blood. I'd been kidnapped, tortured and finally rescued. The experience made me a little bit crazy, if you would. So while I assured everyone I was happy and jolly, I spent months plotting and planning, the image of this person the sole reason I slept and woke up. When I finally got him one on one, I painfully gutted him while he was alive and flayed his skin too. He kept healing and I kept doing it. He begged me for death and I meted it to him as a firm of mercy. It's the part of being a supernatural no one talks about. That drive inside of you to hurt those who hurt you with as much cruelty as possible until they're begging for anything but the sight of you. We've all had time to get used to it but you're new to this and the higher your rank, the higher the guilt so just know you're not new to this,” Axel explained to me, helping me make sense of the overwhelming feeling of guilt in my mind.

“He's right, Mama. For vampires, it's literally a rite of passage. They don't hide from it like the rest of us, but the beautiful part of it is that you can actually feel guilt and that shows how wonderful you are inside and outside,”

“Thank you,” I replied, genuinely feeling grateful. I couldn't believe I'd nearly allowed my own mind to turn me into a lunatic.

“Do you want to sleep? I guess you're tired,” Ares asked me

“Sleep? I've had enough of that. I want you instead,”

“Are you sure?” He asked but his flaccid dick was already hardening at my ass.

“Yes and I really like this rough part of you,” I said, suddenly shy.

“You've really broken her, Ares. I told you to slow down,” Axel said with a smirk

“Shut up,” I chided him, laughing but I swallowed my chuckles when he lifted me off his lap and readjusted me so I faced him.

“I'm not going to rough fuck you today,” he said and I protested immediately, “Shhh. Be a good girl and take whatever Daddy gives you, okay?” He commanded, and I nodded like a good girl. Pleasing him in any way did things to my pussy and his praises opened a literal faucet down there. “Fuck, you're already wet for me,” he growled and lifted me up.

“Oof!” I moaned out loud, the feeling of his cock filling me up in one move. He didn't warn me or anything and he got up, wrapping my legs around his waist.

“Ughhh 😣” I groaned, the position driving me nuts as he moved.

“Axel, bring the lube,” he commanded and I was confused. Any more wetness and it might be too much so what was he using it for?

“Babygirl, are you ready for us both?” He asked me, his eyes boring into my soul

“What do you mean?” I asked, my tone breathy from the feeling of his cock moving inside me in time with his strides.

“I'm not going as rough as you want because we want to claim every hole in your body, to completely mark you as ours in every way,” he said, his tongue going to lick his mark on neck as if in instinct.

“I don't know…” I replied, unsure

“Don't worry, it's just once. If you don't like it, we'll stop immediately, okay?” Axel assured me and I nodded.

I trusted them completely and I knew they wouldn't do anything to hurt me, after all, they'd been the mates who stayed Even after the mate bond was cut.

So as he pulled out of me and began to work the lube into my ass, I began to feel a slow burn of excitement in my stomach.

I might actually like the two of them fucking me at the same time. I just hope it doesn't affect me when I'll have to fly on my dragon later tomorrow.